With me being much closer to my due date I've taken maternity leave and I've basically just confined myself in the dorm room Hapyp and I frequent.
I knew I should've stayed home and on bed rest but I wasn't risking me going into labor and Happy not being there.
Yeah there is a possibility that he'll not be in the clubhouse if I ever go into labor but with me being here at the clubhouse I don't have but a few miles to travel to the hospital.
Right now I'm talking with Gemma as we sat outside at the picnic tables while Abel and some of the other kids are in the play area.
"in due time you'll see yours and Happy's four over there with the other kids," Gemma says
"I am not gonna rush my babies growing up. I will cherish the whole infant days, restless nights, and other ordeals that come with being new parents." I tell her
"it will rush by" she says
"that's why I'll enjoy every minute I can while they are little" I Say
he nods her head.
"When Jax was little I was loving being a mom then he grew up and now look at him. a man whore whose wife keeps him in line and his dick practically in a charity" she say
I chuckled at that. cause its true Fae keeps Jax's ass in line and makes sure he doesn't step out on their marriage.
"like with you and Happy being married since you was sixteen and he's not fucked any other woman since marrying you" Gemma says
"cause she's not the type of woman I'd ever cheat on. and she swore she's cut my cock off and have it taxidermied if I dared to fuck an pussy that's not her's" Hapyp says as he walked out with Jax and some of the others.
"damn right I will. I've had you for over ten years and I'll be damned if I allow so loose pussy to try and come in and make your dick slip inside her gashed hole. you're mine, your cock is mine, and if you ever commit adultery well I'd be a lesbian since I'd give you a sex change and mount your cock on the mantel" I say
Happ came and sat beside me rubbing my stomach and kissing me.
"damn doll you're not fuckin around with that shit huh?" Tig asked
"fuck no I ain't. I've put too much time, &shit into being with Happy. from day one and I will not lose all the hard work and shit that occurred between us." I replied
"I haven't ever thought of fucking anyone but you and I'll never fuck anyone but you. you've been with me since day one and you've been my ride or die since then and I'm not gonna fuck that shit up" he says
I pecked his lips.
"Are you two ready to be parents?" Opie asked
"to be honest its a scary thing to know with my background and upbringing that I will be giving birth and raising four babies. yes Happy will be by my side through it all and I am very grateful for him. but that fear is still there." I say
"its natural to have that fear all the new parents have had it and half of us had a bad track record or fucked up up bringing yet we did what we could when we became parents" Gemma says
"and it helps having the best support from your significant other or your partner so you're not in it alone." Jax says
I laid my head on Happy's shoulder while smiling.
"we'll not be the best of parents and we'll have struggles and faults but our four babies will be loved above all else and they will be respectful" Happy says
"that's right" I agreed with him
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