emails I can't send

I'm Blind

You show me you don't care
With your perfectly pretentious attitude
And warmly embrace me with your lies.
Your kiss, gentle touch and loving words hiding vile intentions
Hurt me unimaginably.

I'm not blind to the truth
Because my walls most certainly don't have ears
But I hear the cold emotionally distant whispers
And your heart's desires.

You need her,
You want her
But you're using me to evade your pain.

I need you, she needs you
And you need her.
She uses you, you use me
And to that I'm blind.