Family, Life & LOVE

Chapter 1: Rock bottom

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Emancipation Park,
A few moments later
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I walked into the park. As I went in, I bumped into a guy.

I said, "Sorry!"

But he kept on walking.

I went in and forgot about it.

As I did, I heard Natasha yelling in my head.

"Your Weak!"

"Worthless!"

"My ex was better to me than you."

"I want breakfast in bed."

As it became intense, I grabbed my head, dropped on my knees, and cried out, "Shut up!"

As I cried and wondered, my mind gave me a happy memory. Of why I loved the park.

I was 12 years old and the star playboy of high school. So, one weekend, I took a field trip with my then girlfriend

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As I flashed back, I walked in the park with her.

She ran around the statue with the nature statue with the waterfalls.

"I wish you were open enough for me and you to do this," replied Carisa to me.

I chuckled and said, "Not into freaks. Never will be."

She put her arms around my neck and said, "If by some dum luck, I am no longer with you.

Promise me you will marry a freak who breaks you out of your shit.

I really wish you would eat me sometimes."

I chuckled and said, "You're lucky I like you. I will only marry you."

"An one day you will have a woman's hand on your head as you're deep between her legs,"

As she saw my face, she kissed me.

I came back to as the rain fell hard in the park, and I was soaking wet.

I was so cold that I swallowed all the pills in one glup.

All while Gareth watched from his car, parked in the Marriott Hotel parking lot.

I was so weak as I dropped on the ground the feeling of the rain was going. But I knew I was probably going.

He held the pill bottle in hand and exhaled heavily. Then he pulled down the sun blinds as I lay on the ground.

There was the group photo of all of the entire Cheng family, our old gang.

He touched our leader, Rum, who was sitting in his full leather.

Then he said, "I got him, bro."

He then got out in the rain, and Tevin, his cleaner, was there.

His guys got out in their long coats, and Gareth threw him a stack of cash. He sent them towards me.

Gareth just sat there as they came for me. The security mind their own business as they saw the guys

I suppose there is no better place to start to rise than the day I died.

The day it became too much. Lost some of my money, heart broken, and my own family decided to use me.

So why life and not just end it. So that's what I did, but when you have a trained seal for a friend, even in hell, they can come find you.

I, on the other hand, was tripping on the next level. I was in my bed by the beach.