I groggy when I opened my eyes Mom was sitting next to me
Mom I said
You did great Mom said
I lifted my shirt see scar
How you feeling? Dr.Isaiah said
Good I said
We're gonna let your rest for the night in the morning discuss the course of action. Any questions? Dr.Isiah asked us
Did my appendix cause me to feel depressed and/or suicidal? I asked
I don't know but to say your lucky to be alive it miracle you went to the hospital Dr.Isiah said
I nodded as he left the room
I need to go potty I said
Let's go Abby said
Can't I go by myself I asked
No not after let see trying to end your life Mom said
But I'm here appendicitis I said
No your not your because your tried taking pills just so happens to have one Mom said
Can we pretend that it didn't happen? I said
No because if you don't access the source it'll happen again the next time it might do more damage Mom said
I had having mom who a nurse I said
Let's go Abby said
She helped to the bathroom it hurt a lot to sit down my body was aching everything from here to there hurt urinating hurt a lot
Soon I was back into bed as they tucked me with warm blanket they gave mom a bed to sleep in
I soon was asleep finally
But I woke every thirty minutes by beeping
Can we turned that off so I can get some damn sleep I said
Shh Mom said
I was able to get decent sleep before rounds
Joyce Zander
Came on with attempted to take own life ended up getting an appendix removal
Goal to move to psych start treatment Abby saidIt sounds like movie I said
More so like horror movie Mom said
What ever I said laughing
It not funny Dr.Isiah said
It is I said
We're moving to the psych ward and you might recognize your psych nurse Dr.Isiah said
Isn't Chris Pratt Zac Efron Ryan gosling I kept going
Stop Dr.Isiah said
It none of those hot celebrities Mom said
They moved me up to psych
Any personal belongings give to mom you don't need those Abby said
But my dad dog collars I said
Too bad kiddo Abby said
I'll take good care of it for you Mom said
Okay I said handing it over
Room 30 there was just bed anti suffocating blankets
They made completely change out into another pair scrub and watched pretty violating to say myself. The bathroom had no locks on them and it outward facing door no one could sitting front of the door blocking it
I had nothing
Say by to mom Abby said
Bye I said
Bye sweetie see you soon Mom said
After awhile I wanna stir the pot and get yelled for some reason I was rebellious
So I left my room huge alarm sounded
Aren't you supposed to be in your room a security guard said
No I'm not I said
He escorted me back and the nurses lost there damn minds
Then I complete utter breakdown
I felt I was puppet they were controlling me to do stuff they wanted me to do
I started destroying my room first off
We need back up Abby said
I picked up knife which why is there a knife in psych ward mind boggles me
I'll stab myself I said
You don't want to do this Abby said
Another male nurse walked
Joyce hand me the knife
It Xavier from the ambulance
I can't handle life anymore I cried
But we're here to help Abby said
I hate losing control I cried
Hand me the knife and go to your room or go seclusion cell Abby said
I backed up against the wall dropped to the floor wrapping mt arms around me as I cried harder
They got the knife from me
Can I have the Safety smock please Abby said
Xavier sat next to me
We got this Xavier said putting his hand out
I let small smile out
Come on let's go Abby said
They removed my furniture only and mat on the floor with nothing.
They took my scrubs off and put me in an Safety smock that used in prison cell
Now I feel like prisoner I said
Xavier got to spend the night with me let me rephrase he sat there watched me but I which he could hold me as I slept
Your paramedic by day and a psych nurse by night I asked
Yes they don't have enough male nurse sometime females only open up to Male nurses Xavier said
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The paramedic A love story
Teen FictionA eighteen year old girl is having a rough time she get bullied. She pushed the edge when one night she think about the unthinkable to do. Joyce Zander falls into deep depression and wants to end it all. Her parents calls 9-1-1 and who is on the ot...