my new addiction - Hanma Shuji x female reader

distrust

I unlocked my door.
"Come in"

He did as i said.
I closed the door and got rid of my shoes, having an eye on my guest.
Was this really a good idea?

"Feel like at home but not too much"
I finally said, to lighten the mood.
"I'll put the groceries away, yes?"

Not waiting for an answer, i instantly went to the kitchen, where I unpacked the bought things.
I was getting a real headache, today was really too much for me!
First, i opened a bottle and drank a few sips to refresh myself.
I had to pull myself together.

Yawning loudly and stretching, I went into the living room and sat on the couch, turning on the TV, as if there wasn't anything, to worry about.

As expected, Hanma appeared in front of me, he didn't said anything, just scratched his cheek and stared at the screen.

"If you want, you can use the bathroom.."
I smiled at Hanma, he nodded indifferently.
"Thanks.. uhm, do you want to give me a towel or should I appear naked in front of you?"

I blushed Imeadiantly.
"No! I mean yeah..I'll give you a towel"
So I got him one and tossed it over, he catched it and disappeared into the bathroom.

I returned to the couch and waited.
When he finished and then stood again in front of me, I was astonished!
My jaw almost dropped and i blushed again.
He wasn't wearing that rancid, oversized hoodie anymore and his longer hair was wet and messy.
My eyes wandered over his upper body, he had a defined, muscular stomach.
My gaze held at his crotch - he had tied the towel around, so that it covered his good part well.

"Where are you looking at y/n?"
He smirked.

Immediately I looked away.
"What are you taking about.."

He sat next to me und put an arm around me.

"Hanma.."
I mumbled and looked shyly to the side.
I blushed even more.

"Your face is so red! Haha"
He teased me in a calm voice.

"That's not true.."
I didn't knew, that I would get a handsome young man in my house instead of a drug addicted homeless.. whereas, who lets the second one, into their house?
I wasn't completely normal anymore!
But I was taught a lesson.. he's not what I thought he was!
What a big relief.

"Hanma?.."
Now i looked him directly into the eyes. His eyes had such a nice color..  so golden.
It reminded me of honey.
They seemed so warm but also had something wild and inconspicuous, like a cat's eyes.
At least, i though so for this moment.

He looked at me questioningly.

"Who are you? tell me something about you."
I asked him in a cheerful tone.
My curiosity kicked in and my interest grew.

He thought for a moment.
"I have no obligation to tell you anything about myself, why should I?"

I glared at him.
"You're at my house, you're a stranger to me.. i just wanted to know you better but fine! I don't care."
Upset, i looked back at the TV screen - not interested at all - and crossed my arms.

"Oh boy.."
He sighed.
"I'm gonna sleep, do you have something like a guest bed or so?"

I turned off the TV and got up.
"Sleep on the couch."

"Ah.."
Annoyed he rolled his eyes.
"Thanks i guess"

Was he mad now?
I was the only one, who had a reason to be mad!

Without a word, I left the living room and went to my room.
I hesitated, as I pressed my back against the door.
Unease spread through me, I squinted against the pain, as my headache got worse.
What had I got myself into?

Better safe than sorry..
I locked my room carefully and quietly.
I didn't wanted him to know right away, that I distrusted him, although he certainly knew.
He wasn't stupid - at least I assumed that.

I undressed and put on a pair of shorts and a short top to went to bed.
I snuggled into the cover and closed my eyes.
Could I really leave him alone and unattended in my apartment?
He could easily rob me...
Basically, I let a complete strange, mysterious man into my apartment.
And he did not made the best impression either.
I was such an fucking idiot.

I buried my face into my pillow.
But he saved me.. i owe him something.
He helped me, i help him.
That's it.
It was just for two days, not more nor less.