Eternal Burning Pain

Shelter at secrets pt. 2

*Jess's POV*

After Mattheo and I were done, we laid on his bed cuddling till there was a knock on the door. We both rolled our eyes because our peace was interrupted. Mattheo got up and started getting dressed as he said
M- if your at the door Pansy! Go away!

I got up and got dressed as well. as I was putting on my shirt, the person outside the door answered to what Theo said.

D- It's not Pansy.. can I come in?

Theo went over to the door and opened it. Draco came in and asked if he could talk to me alone. Mattheo said okay, kissed me then went to the common room. once the door closed Draco started talking.

D- has Riddle said anything to you about what happened with his father over the summer?

J- No... why?

D- after my dad failed at getting the prophecy, Voldemort was pissed. He's forcing me to kill dumbledore just to punish my father... but there's more...... your gonna be mad at me.

J- Voldemort is evil so it doesn't surprise me that he's do that. why would I be mad?

D- Have you seen Riddle's inner left arm recently?

J- no. he's been wearing long sleeve shirts if hes not in his robes.

draco sighed.

D- He's a death eater. he has the tattoo on his arm.

I didn't say a word at all, rage grew inside me and I ran out of the dorm room and down to the common room. I saw Mattheo sitting on the couch talking to blaise. I went over to him and slapped him across his face.

J- keeping secrets is worse then lying to me Riddle!

Mattheo looked confused and looked at Draco as he came down the stairs. as his eyes met Draco's i could tell he was mad at Draco and knew what had been said.

M- Jessi......

I cut him off not letting him finish.
J- you have no right to talk to me right now! you lied to me and hid things from me! why? Why, say that you trust me when you can't even tell me about what you've been doing behind my back? I trusted you..... Now I don't know if I still do.
I yelled at him and the more i did the more the anger took over.

M- I can't deal with this shit right now. when you are ready to talk without yelling at me, you know where I'll be Potter!

Mattheo yelled and stormed out of the common room. I knew he was going to the astronomy tower. As soon as he left Pansy started yelling at me.

P- What is your problem? Mattheo has done nothing wrong to you and even if he did he has no memory of your relationship since you erased it last year. So how would he know that he's done something wrong? Theo is a great guy and deserves someone better then the daughter of the people his father killed! Why did you get kicked out of all the other magic schools? was it because you're as bitch and need to torture everyone around you, so that you feel better about yourself?

I stood there trying to control my anger. I knew that if I got to angry, that I would end up using the cruciatus curse on Pansy. I tried to focus on positive thoughts but the more she yelled at me. The harder it got. After she said the nickname that Mattheo let me give him, I lost most of my control. 

J- First of all, only I get to call him Theo!!!! second, the reason I got kicked out of the other schools is not of your fucking business!!!! Third, if you think that for one second that you are better then me, you are wrong!! You have no right to get involved with what happens between me and Mattheo!! When you came into his dorm to try and hook up with him, I heard everything! I know that you like him, I see the looks you give him, I know you fantasize about him fucking you. you can't handle the size of Blaise's dick, so how do you expect to be able to handle Mattheo's dick?