Eternal Burning Pain

Punish by the depths of love

*Jess's POV*

"The pain and darkness is coming for you Jessica" Voldemort said to me. I then saw Mattheo being dragged in by none other then Bellatrix Lestrange. "You have two options miss Potter. you can kill him or torture him. I'll let you pick and if you don't choose one, I'll do it for you.." Voldemort said in my ear. I looked at Mattheo. using legitimacy I said ''I'm sorry, but I can't watch your father force me to watch him torture you.'' Theo didn't say anything besides what he knew I needed to hear ''Just remember focus and you can counteract the curse. If you do that it won't hurt me'' I focused on his thoughts and then I said "Crucio" Theo fell to the ground screaming. I couldn't focus, my thoughts were all over the place. Theo looked up at me and then I heard "Avada Kedavra" behind me and then Theo was dead.........

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I woke up and saw that Mattheo wasn't next to me. I started crying and hoping that the dream that I just had wasn't real.. I sat up in bed as I hear the shower turn off.. I sighed in releaf as the bathroom door opened and Theo came out with a towel around his waist. I got off the bed and ran over to him. I hugged him and cried into his chest. He hugged me back and then looked at me confusedly.

M- Hey, what happened?

He picked me up and set me on his bed. As I told him about the nightmere that I just had, he got his clothes on. After he got his clothes on he came over to me and pulled me onto his lap. I felt safe in his arms, it felt like nothing bad was going to happen while I was in his arms. Once I was calmed down, I got up and got dressed. I put my hair into a ponytail and then used my wand to hide the fact that I had been crying. Mattheo and I walked to our first class and sat in the back. While Snape talked about something to do with DADA, I sat there not paying attention. Instead I was drawing in my sketch book. through out the day, when ever someone came up behind me, I jumped. I felt like I was being tortured. After lunch I went to postions.. Harry came up to me and asked if I was okay, all I did was shake my head 'yes' hoping he would leave me alone. Harry didn't seem to believe me but he left me alone for now. After potions class, I went to the common room and sat on the couch drawing. I looked up as the door opened, seeing Mattheo and Blaise walk in. Theo came over to me and whispered in my ear saying "we need to talk" I got up and walked up to his dorm with him right behind me. once we got into his room, he locked the door and sat on his bed.

M- My father knows Jess.....

he said in angrly and very agressivly

J- he knows what? 

I sat on his couch not wanting to be next to him because I was scared of him at this moment. He didn't say anything for a while, making the tention increase. I looked at his eyes and saw them fill with hatred and darkness.

M- He knows......

was all he got out before braking down crying. I have never seen him cry. I went over to him and hugged him. He looked at me and smiled, I smiled back at him.

J- what does your father know? If you can't tell me then can I read your mind?

I knew that if I just read his mind without asking he would block me out and I wouldn't get an answer. He shook his head and I read his mind. 'Voldemort knows i'm  Harry's sister, he knows that I am able to counteract the two of the unforgivable curses, and he knows what one I can't counteract.' I looked at Theo and tears filled both our eyes. We both knew what had to be done. We had to practice with me counteracting the Imprius and Cruciatus curses. It wasn't going to be easy and we both knew that. once we were ready, we stood on opsite sides of the room and we began. It was touture, I needed to focus and when I did nothing happened. Theo used the cruciatus curse on me and I wasn't in pain, all I had to do was focus on his positive thoughts and only the positve ones. If I focused on the negitive thoughts I would fall to the ground in pain. After a while of it, we stopped and sat on his couch reading a book together. When I fell asleep I heard a voice in my head "you will be punished by the depths of your love" I opened my eyes and looked Theo who had his arms around me and his head resting on my head. I cuddled up to him more and fell back asleep.