Broken

5/19/15

I want to know whats wrong with you. If anyone knows who im talking about n whats wrong with her it would be deeply appreciated if you told me. I'm not gonna say or do anything I just want to know that your OK :-). Plz talk to me.

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That was part one of this chapter. While worrying about her all I can think about is the fact that ppl are saying that I smoked in the bathroom. And the fact that you made my only real best friend cry bc you want to drag her into it. Val looked me in the eye and said that she thinks that's something I would do. I looked at her and said then you don't know me as well as you think you do. I'm so tired of being accused of shit I didn't do and then when ppl ask me if I did it and I say no : STOP ACTING INNOCENT. OMG MARLENA STOP LYING. OMFG YOUR SUCH A LIAR. I'm fucking tired of it. I'm so tired. And what's funny is despite how I feel right now I saw her crying and my heart hurt. Despite the things she does or how mad I am at her I see her hurting and my first instinct is to go and make her feel as best as she possibly can and help her push through. And I'm scared for her, I'm scared she is gonna realize it to late. Bc I do care but one day im gonna get way to tierd of trying.

I hope one day you will realize I did truly care for you. I promise you're gonna miss me being there, putting up with you. You're gonna regret every thing youve done to me, including all the damage you've caused. And someday, you'll look back and I won't be waiting for you any longer. I might have been worthless to you,but you'll miss me, when I become priceless to another. So wake up.