It's the second month of my pregnancy since I was already 1 month pregnant when I found out and nobody has noticed anything yet.Ive been to see my parents and brother , nothing noticed. Oliver and violet absolutely nothing, for some reason violet told me I look skinnier than normal. Don't even wanna know what she was on. Let's be honest, me and Ryan tried calculating the minimum time our child would be born and it turns out to be near the start of August next year. Also meaning my and ryans 1 year anniversary. If our child is born on our anniversary I will cry from luck and happiness.
It's the end of the year today. Last day of this year.
I get out of my bed and go to the bathroom, I take a cold ish shower to wake up and wash my hair with it aswell. After I get out, I brush my teeth, my hair and get changed.
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I head downstairs and see Ryan there. "Do you want something to eat pumpkin?"he stands up from the couch. "No, I'm not hungry" I reply. "Are you sure?" He asks with a bit of concern. "Yeah, I have no appetite" I reply and sit down on the couch scrolling through my phone. Ryan comes over and places a bowl full of watermelon prices in it. "Atleast eat this" he says looking at me. "Fine"I grab a peice and take a bite.
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He said he's gonna eat with me so I don't feel lonely. He really does care for me. "Thank you" I speak out to him and he gets confused. "For what?" He eventually asks. "For being you, thank you that you care for me so Much and that you're such an amazing person not only to me but in genera. Thank you so much Ryan" I look at him with tears in my eyes and that's when I realize I'm having mood swings. " It's okay pumpkin" he pulls me in closer so that my head is laying in his chest.
*Ryan's pov* "It's okay pumpkin" I try not to tear up from her warm words previously. She's such a sweet innocent girl. She's not even 17 yet. My poor baby. I pull her into a hug and I lay her head onto my chest as I hold her in my arms. I think that Julia will be an amazing mother and I'm glad that she's the mother of my child. I know that she will treat this child like it's a little fluffy toy pet you get her or a teddy that's actually alive. Julia won't let anyone touch her teddies and she'd do the same with our kid. She'll protect them at all costs no matter how hard times will get. She would risk it all for them. She's perfect. I'm inlove with her. This is all just another point that makes me want to marry her on the spot and make her my wife.
"Is she okay" violet whispers from behind. "Yeah, give her a minute" I whisper back. "I'm fine, it's probably just random mood swings" Julia says. I did read that pregnancies give the girl mood swings. I don't think I'll survive seeing Julia going through the later pain.Ill be there will here at all costs.
" Julia is becoming emo again" violet expresses. I watch Julia roll her eyes back I annoyance and goes back to snacking on some watermelon I cut up for her. She's so quiet. She focused on twilight which is playing on Tv. Julia is that unique girl, she stands out. Shes not into games or technology, she prefers writing and reading books in general. She doesn't wear make up, she says its a waste of money , it makes you uglier and the natural is better. You barely see an occasion where she has make up on more than a natural colour of lipstick and clear eyelash gel. Every kid eventually had that phase ' no I don't like going outside, outside is ugly' but Julia is inlove with nature. Whatever chance she gets to be with nature around she will take it. She's the best that's ever happened to me. I'm scared that her becoming a mum will take it away from her. The free time, the sleep,the happiness, time with the nature, her childhood. Though,Neither of us have work, we are both rich we have a free home for another 4 and a half years, we do have school but while that happens Julia will most likely get maternity leave for about a year and will have to do school classes online at home, I can tell you she would love that. Staying at home, with her little cute kiddy of ours, at home where she will complete all her work immediately in like 2-3 hours not 6-8 hours and will be able to hang out with the baby and could go out. She always finds a solution. She's a smart girl. She's just amazing. She's perfect.
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We are all sat in Julia's bedroom since it's the biggest and it's a perfect view on the outside. We have our live timer for new years on, we have 1 minute exactly left of this year. It's been a good year untill u met Julia, when I met her it was a miracle come true. I stand with her on the balcony and look over into the distance as silence fills the air. "Thank you for everything this year, I can't wait to spend the next year and the rest of my life with you" I turn to her and look her in the eyes. " I feel the exact same, thank you" she says and we hear the two count down.
6.... 5.... 4.... 3..... 2..... 1.... All the fireworks in the midnight sky go up and light up the sky. I hold Julia's face in my hands and kiss her on the lips. New years kiss with my significant other. I'm glad she's my other part. "Happy new years baby" she looks up at me. "Happy new years pumpkin" I hug as the sound of fireworks and the two celebrating fill the air around us........ " I love you" we say to eachother.
You made my year shine pumpkin. You're the best thing ever happened to me. I love you. You made my year so amazing and happy rhino. The best person I've ever met. So much happy memories with you makes me smile even in the thoughts. I love you
