March 23rd,Month 7 started yesterday and today is my birthday, it may be most likely that our baby boy will be born near the end of June, not August, Ryan and I counted wrong sadly, but the faster the better, I can't wait to get this little kiddy out and hold him in my arms. I can't wait to have Heaven Lee Monroe in my arms.
I wake up, check my phone and it's 6am.I Slowly get out of bed after sitting there for 5 minutes and staring into thin air out the window.
I head over to my bathroom and turn on the shower. Taking my PJ's off, I walk into the shower when the water is not to cold, not to warm but perfect temperature for me right now.
It's my birthday today, I'm 17! I can't believe it. I can't believe how much happened at 16. Now I can't wait for this year to better. It definitely will be the best when cheeky heaven will finnaly be here on earth with his parents Ryan and I.
I get out the shower, brush my hair, brush my teeth and get dressed into something pretty comfy for now.
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Ive been wearing really oversized things because my normal clothes litterly don't fit anymore. I was wearing Ryan's shorts the other day...
My belly is that big that I can't even get out of bed normally I also can't bend down to grab something on the floor. And most certainly non of the 3 here will let me do anything else because I will apparently hurt myself.All they let me do is sleep, sit, watch Tv, use my phone and eat. But when they're not around or not looking I be cleaning the house and in the baby room making things perfect.
Yeah we had 2 spare rooms when we moved in here last year. This was ment for 6 people but we got this one so 2 spare rooms didn't bother us at all. Now that I have a baby coming along, Ryan and I decided to go shopping and make one of the rooms a baby room. Darren tagged along aswell. Violet and Oliver wanted to go but they would just throw random baby things in the kart so that why they didn't go.
Me and Ryan also made rules for everyone to follow around the baby:
•No swearing around the baby. •Wash your hands before you touch the baby! •Hide small things away from the baby. •Dont let the baby go upstairs by itself. •Dont kiss the baby unless it's Ryan or I. •Dont let the baby sleep on his tummy. •Dont let the baby cry for to long(it leads to further stress) •Dont feed the baby, cow milk. •dont be dumb and don't feed the baby water. •No teddies for the baby untill the baby is one or older.
And so far that's all we have for now. I'm really happy, exited but also scared.
I've had my younger brother look up to me all my life technically other than the 3 and a half years before he was born but I always had to be the perfect one in order for my brother to develop into a better person when he's older. No matter what, I never truly shown when I was in my darkest days around my brother because I didn't want any of it to affect my brother in any sort of way. I always went to school and I always enjoyed school but sometimes I would have a distraction in class but I started getting really serious in school again after not only realizing that my exams are soon on the way but also in order to help my brother to be the best her can be when the time comes for him. Everything I've done for him and the thought of him whenever I accomplish something and he doesn't need to know how hard I work for him. Aslong as hes happy, and safe I will always be the same.
