We'll be alright ➵ Larry Stylinson Oneshots

☾ - Suffocating Silence and a Comforting Hold

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Summery:
Words can be suffocating.

They can trap you in a place that won't let them escape even if they were screaming to be released. To be thrown out into the air.

Harry's words were suffocating. His head was suffocating to the point that leads him to be in the backstage bathroom tearing himself apart. Only to be held by Louis when he finds him.

And god is he glad he found him.

They both are.

tags: #harry is sad #anxiety and depression indications #tw for suicidal thoughts #authors note below #hurt/comfort #struggling!harry #louis comes #boys are there too #bathroom scene #larryinlove

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authors note: Warning,
This oneshot will include mentions of suicidal thoughts and possible actions. There will not be written actions involved but there may be mentions or slight descriptions of such. If the story leads to mentioning or pointing out suicidal actions (will not be the actual doing of such, at least not in great detail if it does take place in the plot) I warn you here.

Enjoy
-A

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"We're on in ten!" A stage director yells. The backstage area of the stadium was full of staff and crew and everyone else. As well as the boys.

They're quickly getting the last of the remaining articles of clothing on and prepping themselves. You feel fine the whole time until you get told there's ten minutes until showtime. Then, your nerves settle in and set fires in the bones all throughout your body.

Harry can hear the roars and commotion of the crowd just a few rooms away. Niall's getting his hair retouched fast since his was messed up in the process of having a pillow fight with Louis

"Cmon everyone! Huddle quick!" Liam shouts and they all make their way together to make a circle. Their arms holding onto each others and their heads leaned in so all foreheads are touching.

"Got this. Every one good, everyone excited?" He continued and nodded his head, looking around at the four other boys.

"Yeah, I'm so excited! Today and Tomorrow is gonna rock!" Niall explained and smiled his white smile. Showing off his teeth and all.

"Give it all we got yeah, Louis don't forget your lyrics again."

"Oí! As if!" They all laugh before shaking out nerves and joining together for a team hand-stack.

"Boys you're on!" A man yells and they're quickly rushed onto stage and into the room of screaming fans and lights. In the beginning, it was scary being out there because it felt like you were small and insignificant. Alone even if you had four other guys standing with you.

They all run down and introduce and begin the show before starting. Tonight and tomorrow they're playing at Solider Field in Chicago. Concerts are always Harry's favorite part because you have so much control.

Unlike interviews and meet and greets, they can say mostly anything and no managers or team can direct your train of thought and speech. It's freedom. Almost.

"How is everyone tonight?" Harry starts, walking down the stage line towards the bigger crowd of fans. The others were further back or behind the stage where the fans couldn't see. Louis was getting water bottles for the two of them, he knew that.

Harry interacted and talked with fans. Reading signs and connecting by allowing them to speak (or yell in their case) for him to respond once understanding. Fans were amazing and he loved that part of being famous and preforming. It make his heart jump when he stepped out on a stage and saw just how many people were there to see them. It terrified him but lit a flame of excitement through his body. Making his heart beat fast and his hands to become jittery.