Jae, Kay; you left your phone in the wrong bag. - taekook ff

No. 21: anonymous

Trigger warning ⚠️: bullying

I could see that Taehyung's trying very hard to get my attention although I'm not sure what his intention is. He's either trying to make me feel like shit or trying to show me that he's not okay by pretending that he is okay. Either way, I don't care.

No I do care.

It's as if he's stalking me wherever I go.. I always see him with a girl. Buying them coffee at the cafe, flirting with them in the gym during the hours I'm working out.

He's been blocked so he can't reach me, and I don't want to reach out to him. I hope he knows he's just making me feel like shit. Pure shit.

Jungkook's been hanging out with Chaeyoung for the past week. I guess she ended up having a positive test.

As of right now, we're all running solo. Actually I'm the only one solo because Tae has so much pussy and Jungkook has Chae's shit in his hands 24/7. But I don't see Taehyung and Jungkook on good terms, that probably means that Taehyung and Chae did do something... and I'm clearly not on good terms with them.

It hurts to see him being so loving toward Chae. It hurts to know that Taehyung was the one who had to tell Jae. As if Chae and tae had spent the night together and probably did things.. just like Jimin said. The stage where they go fuck other people to make the other jealous. He basically told me that Tae and Chae had already fucked.

I finish my workout and sit in the sauna. It's empty, thankfully. I can find time to be sad now.

I sit there crying, thinking about the two boys I've loved. About how every time I look at Jungkook, I feel the hole in my chest grow bigger. When he helps her up and down the stairs when she's not even huge yet... when he buys her coffee or candy and carries all her items or even just letting her kiss his cheek and lips. They're not in love. Why are they kissing? I'm in love with him... and he's in love with me. Taehyung's showing me the exact image I always thought he had. The fuckboy who flirts and gets every girl he wants.

I knew I shouldn't have gave in to him. I loved him as much as I loved Jungkook, maybe even more. Jungkook and I get along more childishly but... Taehyung was a man. A handsome man who shows me, he can take care of me, love me, and I can rely on him.

Taehyung sees you crying in the sauna, he wanted to approach you and hug you, but he was being stubborn, knowing that the reason why you're crying is because of Jungkook and Chaeyoung.

When you hear the doors open, you quickly wipe your tears and get up to leave. You don't look at Taehyung who had just entered. Instead you pass by him and walk toward the woman's showers to go get changed.

You sit in the laundromat of the dormitory alone for the first time.

The two boys use to accompany you here, I never thought loneliness would suck so bad. I thought I was use to it. I know it's just because I miss them.

You hear your phone ding as you're getting your dried laundry out, taking it out of your pocket as you swing the dryer door shut.

Jungkook: Hey, I know this is a useless message but, I just wanted you to know, yes the test came out positive but we went to the hospital together and it was a complete false alarm. She just has a period problem. The doctor confirmed it.
Jungkook: I know you won't forgive me no matter what I say.., but I'm sorry. I'm really sorry y/n, I'm so fucking sorry.
Jungkook: I know it hurts you so much. I could see the way you look at us when we pass by, when I hold her textbooks and things for her.. I'm sorry.
Jungkook: and I'm really fucking glad I'm not having a baby with her, you know how much I hate her.