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I THINK IM OKAY

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by Lovie_Nix

by Lovie_Nix

Listen before I go- Billie Eillish

I Think I'm Okay

I mean that I'm smiling and laughing alot
So I'm okay, Right?

I mean that when people make jokes
I laugh

So I'm okay physically, okay maybe a little okay physically. I'm so okay physically,
that I haven't cut, burned or tried drowning myself for a week.

That's progress right?

I'm not sure if I'm okay mentally and spiritually.

But I'm okay.

If I'm okay, then why do I crave the sensation of feeling relaxed by cutting and burning?

If I'm okay than why is my mind screaming and shouting at me and why am I so angry?

If I'm okay, then why does my heart feel like breaking into a thousand pieces.

When people ask me if I'm okay I feel like breaking ?

The worst part about all of this is that I can't go to anyone and tell them how I feel without being ashamed and the worst part is, I can't tell my parents cause I'll get into trouble. But maybe they'll understand.

Keyword:Maybe

So maybe I'm okay

Keyword:Maybe.

I think I'm okay