I think
No actually I know that something is wrong with me
I say that I want someone to love and hold and to cuddle me and yet I don't trust anyone with my heart.
I won't lie and say that I'm not scared
Because hell I'm so scared that whenever I think of someone loving me
I shut down.
I'm scared that they'll leave
But why should I be scared I'm used to it already.
I say that I want to be heartless and yet I can't.
Why?
All I want is for my pain to go away
That's all I want.
But it just doesn't seem to dissappear.
But why am I thinking about this at such a young age.
Maybe something is wrong with me.
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Unmesured poems
PoetryWhen people read about my poems they think of it as deep. When I read and think and write about it I think Relatable. Warning ⚠️ Contains ⚠️Suicide ⚠️Sexual Assult ⚠️Eating Disorders Etc
