Light Up the Room

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Saige's P.O.V.

I ran into my house, I knew I was inevitably going to be late so I tried my best to think of an excuse, I couldn't jut say,

"Sorry Daddy, I was gonna kill myself but then some attractive tattooed man named Tony foiled my plans.."

Wait, attractive? No Saige, bad, you're never gonna see him again, and even if you did, you're absolutely disgusting.

"SAIGE!!!" My father's booming voice broke me out of my thoughts. I walked into my living room timidly, looking at the floor that was forever littered with beer bottles, and cans.

"Yes, Daddy?" Yes, I still called my father 'Daddy'. He got angry with me if I didn't.

"Where the hell have you been?" He slurred to me.

"I-I had s-some stuff t-to do a-after s-school, I-I'm so so s-sorry, Daddy." I stuttered out, whimpering at the end of my apology. I didn't want him to hurt me, I was terrified of him.

He looked at me with a glare, but his eyes softened when he saw I was on the verge of tears.

"Come here, Saige." He spoke softly now. I walked over to him slowly, my head down, I stood in front of him not sure what he wanted from me.

He pulled me down so I was sitting in his lap, guiding my head so it was laying on his chest. I just cried, he scared me, everything scared me, but especially him. I didn't like when he touched me, I knew what it led to, and of course I was right.

He slowly untied my shoes, pulling them off my feet, then unbuttoned my pants. I let out a sob, trying to pull away.

"Shhh babydoll, daddy's here." He cooed, but that was the thing, I didn't want him 'here', I didn't want him anywhere near me.

"P-please stop-p." I sobbed.

"Oh but babydoll, Daddy's only just getting started..."

Tony's P.O.V.

I felt kind of bad that she just scurried off like that, I mean, I know she wasn't obligated to give me some farewell, I just felt like I did something wrong. I sighed loudly realising how stupid I was being, I went to sot back down, not really wanting to be immersed in the crowd of people at my tour bus right now. Vic and the guys were throwing a party, and I didn't really fit on with that crowd.

I looked down and saw Saige's bag on the ground, I opened my mouth to say something but I realised she was already gone. I sighed again rubbing my temples and taking out a cigarette (A.N. Does anybody know if Tony smokes? I know Mike does but...?)It hit me that my lighter wasn't working and I groaned loudly,

"Fuck my life!!" I shouted, scareing some nearby birds, which I immediately felt bad for.
I sat down on the roof and layer down flat on the roof, rubbing my face, I was exhausted. Would it be completely weird to just fall asleep on this roof of an abandoned building? I really didn't care right now.
I let my eyes close as I fell asleep.

Saige's P.O.V.
I was sobbing. Curling up on the couch he left me on.
"I'm going to the bar." He growled. Leaving me there to clean myself up. Another sob left my lips.
"Shut the hell up, you know you love it, you little whore." He spat and I just cried, I was sick with myself. Disgusted.
I was yanked of the couch by my hair and I let out a cry.
"I said, SHUT UP!" He screamed in my face.
"I-I'm s-sorry, I'm s-sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." I babbled the same phrase over and over again. He threw me back down on the couch and left.
When I calmed myself down I went to grab my bag, I needed my iPod. I needed to listen to some music. It was my only comfort.
I went to grab my bag, and I couldn't find it, fuck I couldn't have left it, I'm not that stupid, am I?
The roof, I left it on the goddamn roof. I was so nervous I just ran off without grabbing it. I needed my bag. It was all I had.
"Fuck." I muttered as I got up, pain shot through my spine. I gasped as I bent down to pick my clothes off the floor, pulling my pants on, and my shirt. I grabbed my shoes and laced them up. I started to walk down the street.
I was still wondering how the hell that guy, Tony, found my hiding place. It was my sanctuary, and I swear if it turned into some new hangout, I would scream. I was sick and tired of my places being token over by the popular crowd.
I just needed a place that was mine, somewhere where I had control over what happened there, and every time I found someplace, every single time, some popular person from my school would find it and take it over. I really hoped it wouldn't happen again.
This building was special. It was the place where one day, I would kill myself. And I need solitude there. I needed for it to stay quiet and peaceful. As it always was.
I loved that place, it was absolutely perfect, when I first found it I was running away from my dad. I walked through the foliage covered halls, and read every word of graffiti written on the walls. I knew the place like no one else did. It was mine.
I walked up to the building, climbing through the window and starting my walk through the strangely beautiful halls. Walking up all nine flights of stairs, I finally reached the door to the roof top. Opening it, I walked through the door, and I saw him, laying there peacefully on the ground.

A.N. Sooo a bit of a cliffhanger but I hope you guys like.

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