Mafia's Last Mission: LOVE

THINKING ABOUT YOU

True love is really hard to find and it is really rare. If there is love, there is pain because without pain, love has no meaning. Having the courage to stand for your love, fight for your love and be able to be with your love. It's a blessing to find someone who actually cares about you and not the society. It's really a luck to find someone who will understand you, love you and care for you. That special person who cares about your present, not past or future.

Namjoon slowly stretched his body because he was shaking a little bit. After the incident happened in the washroom, he didn't bothered to change his dress or dry himself. He just laid on his bed and let the darkness took over him. Namjoon blames himself for what was happening in their life. Namjoon thinks that he didn't protect Jungkook because he was scared, because he didn't knew how to fight back. That was the main reason why Namjoon wanted to protect him now, he blame himself for not being a prefect brother for Jungkook. He still blames himself for what happened in the past, he thinks that if only he had forced his father to tell him the reason, they wouldn't be here today.

Namjoon didn't want to keep thinking about that and now he remembered that he still had to get ready for college. He got up from his bed and after gathering some strength, he made his bed and took his phone to check what time it was. It was 7 in the morning, below the date was written Thursday which means he had a long way to go before weekend, because he can't easily escape this hell. Even though he knew that after one day, he was free but these days he had to work and be with the so called Jeon and Kim. He sighed because he still got 2 hours before class. So, he decided to get ready because he still had to wake Jungkook from his sleep and had to make breakfast. He took his dress from the cupboard and placed it neatly on the bed. He went inside the washroom and took his clothes off. He quietly stared at his figure through the mirror, his body was still shaking a bit and he was trying to understand what caused that, the fear or the coldness from yesterday.

He was standing still as he let the water drops fell on his body and his body was now under control. He let himself to drench a few minutes before heading outside because he still had to take classes and didn't wanted to have fever, which means he had to stay at home and he didn't want that. He took a towel and started to wipe his body thoroughly, after he was done, he wore a bathrobe. He came out of the washroom and got ready before leaving his room. When he entered the living room, he saw his father was sitting on the couch. Mr. Kim was wearing a white shirt with red pant and a red coat, he was sitting with one leg over the other. Namjoon was wearing a white shirt with black jeans, he halted when he saw his father. He knew that his father was angry because of yesterday but what can he do? He wanted to help the younger and he did. His heart wants to see him happy and he saw him happy with his new professor. But he was scared because he knows that it will cost a lot for their relationship, maybe someone's life.

Without saying anything, he went inside the kitchen and started to cook breakfast. When he was almost done, he felt two arms wrap around his waist and somewhat it suffocated him. Those arms were circled around his waist but it felt like those arms were trying to choke him. He didn't turn nor said anything because he knew who it was, he just continued his work. That person became irritated because the boy wasn't giving him any attention and Namjoon didn't care at all. He slowly moved his arms from his waist to his top shirt button but Namjoon forcefully removed his hands from his body.

"Kwang, stop"

Namjoon was clearly angry and it was clear from each word he let out of his mouth. Namjoon held Mr. Jeon's arms tightly in his hands and looked at him with warning gazes. Namjoon threw his arms away from himself and continued his work. He had to make breakfast, wake Jungkook up and finally go to college for some peace. How desperately he wanted to get the hell out of there and run away but he can't leave the younger alone. Kwang again tried to hold him but Namjoon was quick enough to run away from him. He entered the younger's room and saw that he was still sleeping. He sighed and went to wake him up.