My Toxic Ex

Back and Forth.

  We've been waiting in the waiting room for 3 1/2 hours waiting for the doctors report. And by "we've", I mean Dani, Charlotte, my dad, my mom, and I. I'm guessing Chris was on the next flight he could find out here. He let Lawrence (private jet pilot) off for Thanksgiving.

       My knees are still bouncing up and down. It should not take this long, I'm getting impatient.

    My mom tried rubbing my shoulders. She tried to comfort me with words of encouragement, but this has never happened to her before. Me neither!

  
     "Lori, have you eaten anything today?" , My mommy asks me.

"No ma, i'm not hungry. I'm just worried about Cam, it's all.", I say, with a trying to force a smile on my face with my legs still bouncing.

I can see, Lori. But baby, you need to eat. Stressin' and worryin' on an empty stomach ain't healthy. God has the final say!!" , She reassured me.

    I know my mama was serious. She was a pastor. I was raised in church. I know God has the final say. He ALWAYS does. But i wasn't trying to hear that. It's been 3 hrs.

     "Well why hasn't HE said anything, mama?" I say, with my voice getting louder after every word i said.

  
"LORI TAYLOR, you hush your shameful mouth. I rebuke that devil out of you. You know better." She says, getting even louder.

   I just rolled my eyes. I didn't want to fight. I knew if I kept it going, my dad would jump in ... as always. He's a pastor too.

My leg went to shakin again. I went outside to get some fresh air and I saw this familiar range rover pull up. I hurried and wiped the tears from my eyes, but whoever it was had already seen me crying. Chris never drove his truck, so I didn't think it was him. I stepped to the side just to see him getting out of the truck.

I ran and leaped into his arms. He made me feel safe.

"I'm sorry I wasn't here, ma. What did they say?" He asked, sounding worried as h*ll.

"They didn't say anything yet, we're still waiting on the results.", I said.

He put me down, held my hand, and we proceeded to walk back in. I led him to where we were sitting and shortly after the doctors came.

   "Ms. Taylor?" the doctor asks, looking for the mother.

      "She." I respond while standing up out of my seat.

  "Ah, little ms. Brown is going to be just fine. She suffered from something called the cyanotic breath-holding spell. She should be just fine. You can take her home whenever you'd like." The Dr. says smiling and nodding.

"Praise God! Grandmas g-baby is gonna be just fine!! She's got a testimony at such a young age! I told you God has the final say, Lori!!" My mama says, jumping up for joy.

I giggle.

"Alright Lo, we had better be heading out! Call us if you need anything, baby. Give Cam Cam gampy and gamma's love. Come on DD and Charlotte." My dad says, kissing me on the forehead leaving out with Dani and Charlotte.

"I'm so glad she's okay, baby. I don't know what I'd do if she wasn't." Chris said, kissing my neck.

"I know baby, let's go get her." I said, anticipating to see me baby. I was d*mn near running.

To see my baby lying in that bed broke me to pieces. The nurse was unhooking her from the machines and sitting her up to eat her strawberry shortcake icecream.

She saw Chris walk in and her face LIT UP.

"Wow!! Look at daddies big girl eating her big girl icecream." Chris says walking over there to scoop her in his arms.

"DADA", she squealed with her cheeks turning dark red.

"Let her eat her icecream, babe." I say to Chris, chuckling and rolling my eyes.

He laughed.

"You are such A HATERRR. Muhmuh say "mommy is a hater"😂" Chris said.

"Mama Haytuhh", Cameron said, listening to her stupid daddy🤣.

I hit Chris on his arm.

"How bout both of y'all don't end up in the hospital tonight!!" I said laughing.

"Yeah, right. You ready to go, ma?", Chris asked me kissing on Cameron's cheeks.

"Yeah baby, let's go." I replied.

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Cameron fell asleep as soon as we got in the car. Chris took her out the car seat and laid her down in our bed. She won't be sleeping alone for a while. He kissed her goodnight and pulled her mickey mouse blanket out, and laid it across her legs.

I went in the restroom to wash-up and pin up my hair. Chris came in behind me and began to kiss my neck.

"Lo, we need to talk." He said quietly, so Cam wouldn't wake up.

That sh*t scared me.

"Yeah babe, what's up?" I asked him, pinning up my hair.

"I heard about that nigga Von getting out." He said, his tone raising just a bit.

"I know baby, but right now I just want to enjoy Cam being home and you being here." I say to him, turning around.

    "Lori, this some sh*t we need to talk about. You know that nigga crazy. Ion want no f*ckin surprises." he said getting even louder.

    "Now you lower your tone with me, Christopher. I am still under a lot of stress and this is NOT something I want to talk about right now. I understand that Dayvon is crazy as f*ck but-", I started to explain.

    "Don't say that b*tch a*s nigga name in my f*ckin house before I beat the f*ck outchu." He yelled leaving out the bathroom, slamming the door in my face.

Cameron started to cry. I went to see about her. I opened the door, grabbed her, and brung her back in the bathroom with me. I rocked her in my arms until she fell asleep again. I made a small bed using 2 pillows and a large blanket and sat her in the tub.

     I finished wrapping my hair and I stepped out the bathroom. Chris had left. He probably went out with his "boys", and left me alone with Cameron...again. This wasn't the first time something like this had happened.

   Chris has some anger issues. He was going to go out and get drunk, come back and sleep it off.
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Hey yall!! LIYAHHH IS HERE. I know... it took me a while to update, but i'm back and will be uploading again tonight or tmr!!

Let's see what happens next!!