Letters to Her

it was a nightmare.

Dear enemy,

Every step I take, every step up the stairs

All I could see is me here

Drowned in despair

Saddened in fear

It feels like another day of school

Another day of torture

When one learns

And another, dazzled in disaster

In some days, I knew my life here

It would be hard

It would be stress

Its not what I would think of, really

When three of you, draw pictures of me

Mock me in every possible way

Destroy me with your criticism

And laugh at me for your own desires

I did not know what to think

Of how I could make friends like this

When I have no chance

But to face my face against the table

Maybe you never felt it

Maybe you don't care

Maybe you think its normal

But it is what I can't bare

Oh right, I remembered

You never know more

But I am only a newcomer

To this school

Is it fair that I moved

Just for the pain

But not for the likes

Of a friend?

What have I ever done

To sadden you?

As you throw me all your

Fragrant powders

Some hit my shirt,

Some hit my mouth,

Some hit my eye,

It's very painful, you see

And this I knew

We are bound enemies

And I will never love

You again.

-D.K.