Letters to Her

one.

If I went back to the past

Would you still do the same

When someone likes you

You can't reject

You want people to be happy

You want them to be positive

About you.

Why didn't you just tell me

You didn't like me

In the first place

So you don't need to break open hearts

But break open shells

for friendships to form?

Why would you say yes

If I wanted to go to your birthday party

If we were hating each other

and instead, push me over

and never let love grow between us

Why would you love me in the first place

If you would break my heart the next

And what is the problem of being friends?

You don't even want to talk to me anymore.

It's like you're ignoring me

An infinity blade striking my heart, everytime

And everyday, I would avoid you

Just to help you avoid me

See, I don't understand, why you wouldn't tell my mistakes

When you know I'm doing something wrong

And you won't cope up with my emotionality

When I break down

Why wouldn't you walk up to me

And tell me we wanted to break up

before I attempted

To congratulate you?

Why don't you just tell me

How annoying I am

and how untrustworthy I am

and how inconsistent I am

and how much of a pervert I am

and how much emotional I get

and how much you didn't want me

And after three years

You gave me your message.

Well I want to let you know

That we dragons have feelings.

You do too.

You know you broke someone's heart into pieces,

By just a paragraph.

And I hold no grudge from you

I don't

I would be friends with you if you want

But don't make the same mistake

And saying that you're more worthless than I am

is just bullshit.

Because I know I'm at mistake.

And if you told me, I would have tried to fix it.

But you never try to tell me

And let me be

And you wouldn't be brave enough.

To show our love

in public

When you keep on telling me

To do it.

I can't do it without you

You know that

Can you please hear me?

Can you understand?

Can you feel my heart tearing itself

At how worthless I am

At how much times we spent together, all wasted?

All these memories long, lost, gone

And why would you spread rumors about me?

Spreading all the lies I made

and how people shouldn't trust me

and how people should hate me

like how you do.

WHAT OTHER FUCKING THINGS DO YOU WANT FROM ME?

YOU BROKE MY HEART

YOU BROKE MY SOUL

YOU BROKE MY CONFIDENCE

YOU BROKE MY REPUTATION

YOU BROKE THE WAY I LIVE

what

the hell

do you want

from

me?