🛑TW. This chapter contains stress anxiety and overthinking if you do not feel comfortable with those topics i would suggest you skip this chapter or stop reading🛑
Tik, Tik, Tik. ugh that annoying clock awlays timing me with its little TiCk TiCk TiCks~. As time passes by im stuck on this one question!!! -What is the smallest number by which 256 may be divided so that the quotient is perfect cube?- Tik, Tik, Tik. I check my watch, Crap i have 10 minutes left... As minutes go by i decide to just right a random number down and move on.
5 minutes....
3 minutes....
1 minute....
...RING RING. Perfect I just turned it in along two other people. As i walk out i see finn at his locker, I run up to him.
"Heyooooo!" I beamed
"Whattssssss upppppp!!!!" He exclaimed
"sooooooo?"
"What?" I question
"The test dummy!?" He wheezed
"What was that!?, and I dont know yet ill see tmrw."
As the school day was over I hopped onto the bus, I put in my airpods and turn my volume up till it hit max . As I stared out the window I decided to close my eyes, it is so soothing to hear the rain hit the roof. Next thing I know im getting off the bus. My umbrella goes up, Shroosh~, Dang another rainy day , bad luck perhaps, Nah. It was just like yestarday, my shoes got soaked... Same with the cuffs at the end of my pants, im so cold... I walk into my room and get on some pajamas, its one of those days. The day how you just want to ghost everyone but then put on a fake smile at school... and just stay in my room until the sun rises and the birds chirp, one of those days how you could just cry yourself asleep for who knows why... that type of day.
As I lay down to take a nap I think about everything that happend in school.. are my bad grades just bad luck, me not having any friends other than a boy bad luck, my lack in style bad luck, the bad weathery days bad luck... or is it just me? As i think about it my eyes flutter shut.
Hours pass by
-3:00 pm
-4:00pm
-5:00 pm
I wake up with a gasp, trying to catch my breath. Sweating, hypervenalating. What was that!? i think to myself, that dream... i just kept falling, and falling , and falling until i suddenly hit the floor. "Its all a bad dream." I tell myself not beliving and ounce of what i just said. I go out to go grab some water to calm myself down. Glug,Glug,Glug, I chug my water, sip after sip, chugging down my anxiety...
After a long day and over 20+ texts from finn, I go to lay down. This time it felt diffrent than all the other times, I didnt want to fall asleep. All the rain made me feel, Bleh.. I feel aggrovated, annoyed, stressed and even a little bit scared.... I try to force myself asleep.
12:00 am
2:00 am
5:00 am
At that time my alarm had gone off... I didnt get any rest, none at all, not one ounce. I look in the mirror with bags under my eyes, I walk over to my desk and grab my conceler. I put it on to cover the bags.
Like how i cover the pain....
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RandomA girl names Mazie Lee Smith is an 8th grader struggling with school. Her bsf is Finn Adam Lewis. Mazie has many problems like, Making friends, Math/school, and mental issues will Mazie over come this all Keep reading to find out!
