Jelsa Running with the stripper

Chapter 3

<<<ELSA'S POV>>>

I wake up in my bed and cry. I feel so violated. How could be do that to me?! He has no guilt, does he?! I text Dad.

'Not coming in, not well' - Elsa

I turn my phone off and sigh heavily whilst crying. I lock every door and window in the house. I'm not going out and no one is coming in!

I go to my room and pick out today's clothes. I put on some brown leggings and a light icy blue hoodie with frost designs on. It's my favourite outfit ever even if it isn't expensive.

I want to run away so bad! It's just, I can't! I haven't spoken to Anna or Punzie since the nightclub thing.

What Anna said is whirling round my head! What are you so afraid of?! I'm afraid of disappointing Dad! I'm afraid of upsetting my sister! I'm afraid that I will break my promise to my Mom...

I go into the kitchen and grab some triple chocolate chip ice-cream. I grab a spoon and go into the living room. I sit on my soft, white armchair and turn the TV on.

I turn on Titanic and eat my ice-cream. I have my fluffy white and blue blanket over me. The doorbell rang. I mute the TV and creep to the door. I look out the peephole to see Anna. I jump back and run upstairs and put on my concealer. Anna can't know!

I go back down and Anna rang the doorbell as I opened the door. She hugs me tightly and I gasp and wince in pain.

"Elsa, what's wrong?!" Anna asked worried.

"Stomach pains," I say grunting.

Anna gets me some paracetamol and water. Anna looks at me with worried eyes. I smile reassuringly even though it's fake.

"Can you please at least show me your real smile?" Anna asks sadly.

"That smile has been wiped off my face..." I slam my hand up my mouth.

"What do you mean?" Anna asked suspiciously.

"N-Nothing!" I stutter.

"Elsa, you're stuttering," Anna said.

Me and Anna sit in an awkward silence for a while. Anna gets up to open the back door. She realises it's locked and looks at me with questioning eyes.

"I must have locked it when I went to unlock it earlier," I lie.

Anna believes it and she drags me outside with her. I have a huge back garden with a swimming pool. Anna smiles at me and she turns the music up. Wild ones by Flo Rida and Sia! One of my personal favourites!

"C'mon, sis! Dance with me!" Anna said.

She was swaying her hips dancing away without a care. I want to be like that too, but I can't. I push that all away and start to dance with her. I feel a bit better than earlier.

The sprinklers unexpectedly came on. We didn't care we were having fun. Get the key word were having fun...until Anna gasped. I looked at her confused and she had tears in her eyes.

"Elsa, what's happened?!" Anna cries.

"What?" I ask.

"Your face!" Anna exclaims.

I bring a hand up slowly to my face. I wipe my face with my sleeve. I look down and gasp. The concealer! I must look like a train wreck!

"WHO DID THIS?!" Anna asked shocked.

"M-My finacé's crazy fan girls did it," I lie.

"He's a quite a catch then, isn't he?" Anna asks.

"Yeah..." I lie.

Me and Anna get back into the house and put on some clean clothes. I am wearing my other icy blue hoodie. Anna keeps saying I should tell Hans. I kept shaking my head vigorously. If only she knew...

Anna's phone started ring and she answered. I apologised and said she has to go, because of Dad and the new Spring clothes designs. She left and I immediately sighed in despair. I hate lying to people like this.

"Why do I have to lie to them?" I sigh heavily.

I lock all the windows and doors once again. I sit in the kitchen staring into my glass of water. I have to be with Hans tomorrow for 14 days in a row...I start shivering and crying.

I hate Hans for what he has done to me! Well, I don't exactly hate my Dad, but it's his fault that this happened! I can see the sunlight reflect off something... A knife...

I get out of my chair and slowly walk over to the knife. I reach out for the knife and pick it up. I look at the sharp blade and I slowly let my finger glide across the blade. My fingertip starts to bleed. It felt quite relieving in a weird way...

I hold the knife in my right hand and I hold the knife an inch above my left wrist. I don't think twice, I slide the blade horizontally across my wrist. My skin lumps out, but I don't care. Blood starts to trickle out of my left wrist. It feels relieving.

I do it again, but a bit lower than last time. I'm wrecked emotionally and physical from what that monster did to me. I can feel the pain release for a few seconds, but it almost immediately comes back haunting me constantly. I did it once more, but a bit lower again.

I wash the knife up and I start crying. I drop to my knees crying and the blood is still trickling down my wrist. I couldn't care less about any of the blood. The cream kitchen tiles on the floor have little pools of red. I should clean this and myself up. I yelp a bit as my skin starts to burn.

I might as well keep myself occupied. I go and take a quick shower. I look at my light icy blue hoodie and see on the left sleeve... It's covered in my blood. At least, I have another two hoodies spare!

I quickly dry myself off and dry my hair. I put it into a messy bun for my next few hours I will just clean the house.

I get all the cleaning stuff out and start cleaning the living room. As I clean, I begin to lose myself in thought.

Could I run away from this pain? What would Dad do? What would Hans do?! I will be away from that monster, but who should I run with? I can't take Anna! She is happy right where she is! Punzie? No, her family is here with her. I can't think of anyone else.

Maybe I shouldn't run away... Maybe Hans will change? Why am I trying to convince myself that he is a good person? He is a monster!

I didn't realise that I'd actually cleaned ALL of the mansion whilst thinking about all that. I look down and my hoodie has a bit of a blood patch on the left sleeve. It has a patch of blood, but oh well! I walk up to my room and have a quick wash and hop into bed.

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Hi guys 😊 Poor Elsa 😭 She cut herself! 😨 Will anyone save Elsa from all the pain? ❓Will Elsa survive the 14 days with Hans? 😪

#JelsaForever

Leah'xo