Each Breath I Take Is You

Winter's Sun

Each Breath I take is You
Chapter I
POV: Felix
Winter has almost begun, so is my school break, but this time with a break comes moving. My sister's house. I'm moving there because my parents are going to travel for a while and I still need to finish school and university. I don't really wanna go there, but I can't afford living alone, and she was the one who invited me to live with her. So I don't have any other choice but to live with her. My older sister Jamie, is a 25 year old, a beautiful young woman, who always was popular with boys, but she never liked them. And when she was 20 she married Hyunjin, her girlfriend, who is 2 years older than Jamie. Now they have adopted a child, Molly, she is 3 years old, and everybody loves her. I really adore Molly, I've loved since the day I met her, and she is the only good thing about going to my sister's house. But still I have to go. 

"Felix! your sister is here" I heard my mom yelling from the living room, so I took my bags and went to meet my sister. When I saw her she was wearing a long black skirt and black tank top, "in all black as always" I thought to myself and greeted her. My sister loves dark colors, but I really don't like them, I like pastel colors. I used to get laughed at, because I like them, but I don't care anymore, I love these colors. But some people think that boys can't like them, I don't understand why, I guess they are just weird. "Hey, are you ready to come to your new house?" Jamie said, I gave her a little smile, put on my shoes, and then said goodbye to my parents.

In Jamie's car I saw Hyunjin, Molly, who was asleep, and Marco, their dog. I sat in the back seat next to Molly and Marco, and then greeted Hyunjin. When I put on my seat belt Marco jumped on my lap. Marco is a Pomeranian dog, who is 1 years old. I love my sister's whole family. I actually really love being at her house. I love this family, but this family contains one more person, Hyunjin's little brother. Kihyun, his name is Kihyun, we don't really get along.  He loves dark colors, always wears dark colors. The first time we met was 5 years ago, when he was 13 and I was 12, he was ignoring me or making fun of me, for liking pastel colors, but later he always was showing that he is smarter, stronger, and cooler than me. But that's not it, my parents absolutely adore him! That's so annoying! Now me and Kihyun are 17 and 18, and I haven't seen him for one year, I hope he has changed.  

"Bzz"... "Bzz" suddenly I felt a vibration in the back pocket of my jeans,it was my phone, I took it out and saw that it was a devil Kihyun, what's one of nicknames I gave him,
"Angel Felix ahh, long time no see;)"
I saw the and got pissed and started texting him back very aggressively
"Don't call me that!!! >:("
I sent it and put my phone into my jacket pocket, but felt the vibration again, I looked at my phone and it was Kihyun. His Text said "Okay, My Kitten." I saw the message and got so shocked and frustrated, but I blushed as well. Why the fuck I am blushing!? What does he mean by My! I'm not fucking his! I thought to myself and started aggressively typing my response. "I'm not yours!!" I clicked send and after a few minutes I got his text "Kitten, looks like you don't mind being a Kitten<3" and I blushed even more. I'm sure that my face is as red as a tomato, so I picked up Marco as soon as possible and hugged him, then hid my face in his fur, so no one would see how red I was. But soon I fell asleep.

The moment I opened my eyes I saw that we were already next to my sister's house, so I sat properly and got ready to get out of the car. While Hyunjin was parking the car I checked my phone and there wasn't anything new or interesting, so I looked out the window and immediately saw the Devil Kihyun, who was smiling and waving at Jamie and Hyunjin. But suddenly our eyes met and he winked at me, I got flustered again and showed him my middle finger. Hyunjin finally parked the car and Jamie was the first to get out to take Molly, and then Hyunjin got out as well to get Marco, I undid my seatbelt and got out to get my stuff. While I was getting my stuff out I felt a touch on my waist, and felt a shiver all over my body. I looked at the person and it was Kihyun. I looked around to make sure everyone are inside already, and when pushed him back and exclaimed,
"Don't touch me Devil!"
"Oooh Kitten is angry"
He replied immediately and smirked. I was really pissed at him and told him to take my stuff if he doesn't want me to tell his sister his secret. 

He have a secret that only I know about, and it's that he is gay and likes bdsm. That's why I have power over him. Oh and you may be wondering why I know this, that's a funny story. When we met last time I walked in on him with a guy and that guy's hands were tied to the bed and Kihyun was hitting him with a belt and that guy's body was all in red marks. I left quickly and later I told Kihyun what I saw, and he told me not to tell anyone, I didn't tell anyone but I used it to manipulate him, and still do, and it works really well. 

"Felixaaahh" I heard Kihyun's voice and hot breath next to my ear moaning my name softly. I got flattered by this and turned my head to him, and now our faces are just a few  centimeters away from each other. I looked at him and into his deep brown eyes, beautiful eyes, then looked at him and his face was red but he was smirking as well. Suddenly something happened to me and I moved closer and looked at him, and now we look into each other's eyes, with our noses touching, we can feel each other's breath as we stand there. I feel like we would stand there for a longer time, and I'm not sure how it would end. But we heard Hyunjin calling us, so I looked away and started walking away from him, but he stood still for a few more seconds and then followed me.

We were standing in the living room and were waiting for Jamie or Hyunjin to tell where my room would be. I think I will live in the basement, because there is no room left, so I got ready to go in there, but Kihyun stopped me. I looked at him with a confused expression on my face and he shook his head at me, telling me not to go, I got even more confused but stayed. After a few minutes Jamie came up to us, "Felix you will live with Kihyun in his room" she said to me and I looked at Kihyun, who was just smiling. He knew! Why no one told me! I pouted and looked at them again, and they were almost laughing, "I don't want to live with him! I can live in the basement, please, but not with him!" I said to Jamie and she shook her head telling me that I have no choice but to live in Kihyun's room with him.

I went upstairs straight to his room and jumped on his bed. I was really mad at them but they just laughed at me, so annoying. "Here is your stuff Kitten, want me to put them somewhere?" I heard Kihyun saying these words and I got even more angry, "don't call me Kitten!" I argued with him, but he just smirked in response and put my stuff in his closet. I layed on my back and looked at him, "hey, why are you doing this? I can do it by myself !" I asked him but he just stood quietly for a few seconds and then he sat on his bed next to me, and then took my glasses from my face, put them on a table next to the bed, and moved closer to me. "I don't know? tell me" he said and looked at my lips. I bite my lips so he doesn't see them, but my heart starts racing. His breath becomes heavier than before and I stop biting my lips and look into his eyes and he looks into mine. He has beautiful eyes, deep brown color, monolid, long eyelashes, and a sharp sight. I move my face closer to his and he does it as well, and now our lips are almost touching. "Knock knock" we heard a knock on a door and I pushed him back and pointed at the door with my head, he smirked and went to see who was there, while I hid my face into the pillow. "Hey, Hyunjin" I heard Kihyun saying, but I started thinking about what just happened, so I couldn't hear what they were talking about and soon fell asleep.

When I woke up and saw Kihyun and Marco laying next to me, Marco was asleep and Kihyun was on his phone. I pretended to still be asleep, so I won't talk to him, but stood up and put the blanket on me. His actions surprised me, so I opened my eyes, and our eyes met. I tried to close my face with a blanket, but he took it off from my head. I saw him smiling at me and the next second he picked me up. What's wrong with him!? I started blushing, he sat on the bed and put me on his lap. I immediately sat next to him on the bed and looked at the floor. Why am I acting like this? Do I like him or something? If I don't like him then why do I let him almost kiss me? I have so many questions in my head, to which I don't have any answers. 

"Why are you acting like this?" I asked Kihyun, and looked at him "what do you think made me act like this?" He said seriously, I shook my head and looked into his eyes. We looked at each other for some time and then he said, "I will tell you later" and put his hand on my hair, came closer and gave me a warm smile, which melted my heart. "I'll take a shower" he said and I nodded in repose, and layed back down. I want to kiss him... no! What are these thoughts Felix! You hate him! Remember! I was telling this to myself and then went on my phone to get distracted from thoughts about him.