Each Breath I Take Is You

Self Control

Each Breath I Take is You
Chapter II
POV:Kihyun
I went into my bathroom and sat on the floor with a big smile on my face, I put my hand on my face. I was blushing. I have liked Felix for a long time already, and I don't know what to do with him so I just tease him. He is so cute and I don't know how I didn't die from his cuteness yet. My sister knows that I like him, and his sister does know as well, so they let him live in my room, but I had to promise them that I won't do anything with him until he is 18, which is in 4 months. Anyway I won't do anything without his consent. I don't want to hurt him.

I took a shower then came out of the bathroom. As soon as I came out I saw Felix on his phone on the bed. His light hair and green eyes, which he got from his mother, but Asian features from his dad, makes me go crazy, he is beautiful. I want him so bad. I need to calm down. I laid on the bed next to him and said "you can go to shower now" . He looked at me and said okay then left for the shower. I went on my phone to wait for Felix. I want to say good night to him. Before, when he came to this house we slept in one bed so it wasn't the first time, but I almost kissed him today so I want to make sure that he is fine.

"You're not asleep yet?" He asked as soon as he came to my room, he was wearing cute pink pajamas with a strawberry print on it. " Ahh, I want to apologize for the kiss that happened today," I asked. He looked at me and smiled. "Why are you apologizing?" He said with a smirk, and came up to me, sat on my lap, and looked into my eyes, and suddenly kissed me. I felt how the heat from his body flew into mine, I was trying really hard to resist it, but he kept on sucking on my lips with only a few seconds to breathe. I followed his temp and now I am in power. We were making out for a few seconds and we were getting hotter with every second. But I had to remember that I won't do anything with him, so I had to stop kissing him, and pull myself away from him. Our faces still were close and we were looking into each other's eyes in the heat, he leaned for a kiss but unfortunately I had to stop him, "you are not 18 yet, we can't do it" I told him, he sat straight and pouted "but you are already hard, what are you going to do with it?" I smirked and said " you little...." then gave him an innocent kiss.

Yes, I really want him, but I had to stop myself, because I want him to want it too. I looked at him again while he was laying on the other side of the bed, "why does he act like this?" I whisper to myself, I wonder if he was just in heat and I was the only person around, or if he has feelings for me. I really want it to be real, I was waiting for so long. The first time we met I found him so adorable, but I was only 13, so I didn't know what to do, and I had no idea that I like guys. I think it's fair to say that he is my first love. But today something changed, now I have hope that he might like me.

I turn to the opposite side of the bed and tried to sleep. It was hard, I couldn't... I kept thinking about all the things that happened today, we met many times but something like this never happened before. I feel like a y/n from those K-pop fanfics, who got into romantic situations with their idol. Aaaahh! What do I do now.... I need to talk to him, I have to ask him what he meant by that kiss. That wasn't just a innocent kiss! We were making out! I really hate that I need to stop, why?!

Soon I fell asleep.

I woke up from the sunshine hitting my face, I opened my eyes slowly and and looked around trying to find Felix, but he wasn't in the bed, so I sat down on the bed and looked around the room, but he wasn't in the room. I looked at the bathroom door and it was closed so it means that he must be in there. I smiled and laid down again.

I wasn't asleep, but I was waiting for him. I took my phone out and check my massages. I saw some massages from my best friends.

I have three best friends, Nate, Jiwon, and Audrey. We all are the same age, I know Jiwon since a really young age, I don't even remember when we met for the first time. Nate and Audrey are twins, Jiwon and I became friends with them when we were 15, so three years ago.

"Hm" suddenly I heard a curious voice, I looked in the direction where it came from, and it was the person I thought it was,

"You already woke up?" Felix asked me, I looked at him and nodded in response. "Did you sleep well?" I asked him then he pouted and his face became slightly red. How cute.

"Why he is even wondering, he's acting like we are dating..." I heard him whisper to himself, I smiled, then went to shower.

After the shower I didn't find Felix in my room so I went downstairs, but as soon as I went down Hyunjin came up to me. She looked at me seriously and asked "you didn't do anything to him, right?" And looked me in the eyes. I sighed and was about to answer but Felix came up to us, and dragged my away by my sleeve. And now he is the one asking the questions.

Felix still was pouting, and he looked so cute while doing it, I was looking at him and thinking how is he even really, but then I heard him sighing and he looked angry now. I was trying hard not to kiss him, "don't tell them what happened yesterday!" Felix said in the serious tone.

To be honest it kinda of scared me to see him this serious, but at the same time I wanted him even more. But I had to control myself.