What is Love?( discontinued)

Chapter 1 continue- Skylar

10am

My alarm goes off as I groan and turn it off as I rub my eyes.

Huh why am I still in my.. oh forgot heh.. I must of passed out on that guy and put me into bed. Heh how nice of him.

I slip out of bed as I see myself still in work clothes. I sigh and open my closet grabbing my bike shorts and guns n roses crop , underwear and bra as I walk into my ensuite .

I turn the taps on and test the water when it turns to the good temperature I want. I take off my work clothes and put in laundry basket as I step in shower. I wash myself as I wash over my scars of my cuts and bruises. I sigh and close my eyes.

By———- flash back to a year ago——

/ "You are a worthless piece of shit! Fucken selfish daughter. You never do anything right!"

I clench my fists and shout back,

"You always make me do the chores and clean after you! I'm not your fucken slave! As Sebastian is out of the house living his life, I get degraded by you fucken ruthless parents!"

"YOU ARE SO FUCKEN IMMATURE! STOP PLAYING THE VICTIM HERE!"

I scream and swipe my hand across side table smashing glass vase.

"STOP BEING SUCH CONTROLLING COERCIVE PARENTS! IM A FUCKEN ADULT! I should be treated with respect! And able to do my own fricken stuff like hanging with friends but no! You keep me trapped!"

"You are so mental! THIS IS WHY HAVE NO FRIENDS!"

I punch a wall when my mum says that and storm off to my room as I grab my belongings and place in backpack as they run to my door saying ,

"WHERE ARE YOU GOING young lady!"

"AWAY FROM YOU TWO!"

I grab my keys and take the house keys off . I shove past my parents as they keep shouting at me. I just race out of the house and keep running till my legs give in.

-an hour later ,

I get to the nearest motel and I'm sweating , covered in tears and my lungs are fucked with running so fast, screaming and crying . I give a call to Sebastian but goes straight to voice mail.

I head into reception and given room key as I get inside the room and drop to my knees as I scream and cry again as the door closes behind me. I whip out my scissors and start to self harm in my arm.

/

———- goes back to present time—-

I gasp for air as water still runs over me . My heart beats fast as i just stand there, my head leaning against the wall tiles. Things start to get blurry as my legs shake slowly slip into panic attack. Tears fall as I slowly sit down on the floor of the shower as I curl in ball. I slowly rock myself to calm down as I see Sebastian come in.

"Oh shit sorry si... wait sis you okay?! Please not a panic attack."

He opens the door and sits down next to me wrapping his arms around me as he gets drenched in the water. He reaches for the taps to turn them off as he pulls towel from rack as he drapes it around me still holding me in his arm.

"Shhhhh it's okay.."

Sebastian rubs my back as my breathing slows down and my beating of the heart as I look up at him teared eyed. He wipes my tears and we lean our foreheads together.

——10 minutes later—-

I'm cleaning up the mess with Sebastian.

"Sorry about what happened last night. The fight?"