I Love You

Sixteen

I hadn't officially moved into JJ apartment yet as we both have been really busy. I spend most of my time there but not got around to moving anything in, as JJ was so busy. JJ had a big fight coming up and was training hard, plus he has sidemen content to film. Me and Aria was travelling around London for appointments which kept us busy. We both didn't have time for each other. Tonight I knew JJ had an early day which meant studio for the afternoon and home by 7pm. I decided to make us some dinner, of course asking his personal trainer what he can and can not eat.
Lights were lit, dinner was cooking nicely and I wore some simple clothes for our night in. I poured myself a glass of wine while waiting for JJ. 30 minutes had gone by and I text him to see how long he was going to be. Of course 30 minutes waiting for a reply of him he wasn't going to home early after all. Since the announcement of his boxing match, this had been most of our nights. Me alone after work, unless the girls came over or my family. I ate my dinner and left his for tonight.
I poured myself another glass of wine making the most of another night in for one.
Elle had Come over this evening to keep me company as Vik was filming content. 'You okay, didn't sound yourself when I called' she asked. 'Yeah I'm fine just JJ, lately we just haven't been making the time for each other. He is busy and I totally understand that but this is too much'. 'You may need to tell him em, I've had to tell vik before. We nearly broke up because of it actually. He needs to know work isn't the only thing he has, he will end up loosing you and I don't want that to happen for you both. You too are like bonnie and Clyde'. I laughed 'I've still never seen that film'. 'Right give me that remote control now, we are watching it'.
Elle and had left at 10:30pm and JJ had walked in. 'I am so sorry babe' he slung his bag on the floor. 'It's been a manic day, please forgive me'. 'JJ it's hard, I just miss you that's all' I whined. 'And I know I'm sounding really selfish but I miss you'. 'I miss you too babe, I'll make it up to you, trust me' he kissed my lips. ' Okay, I cooked dinner but Elle came over kept me company and ate it'. He chucked 'it's fine, Chris gave me my lunch anyway'. He heated his dinner up and joined me on the couch watching a tv programme. Soon as ate his dinner he was asleep on the couch.
I had text the Tobi asking him how I can help prepare JJ for his fight. His key words was 'patient, encourage, support and love'. He explained that it is hard for JJ but this is his life and I need to be there for him in any way I can. I knew I could count on Tobi when struggling. He gave me the advice just to let JJ do what he needs to do cause either I am helping, just by being by his side.