The Permanent Sorrow

Chapter 3

As Sabrina thought that nothing could get any worse, she went to school the next day. Shaun marched up to her in an angry way.

"Sabrina, why didn't you call me last night!?! Yelled Shaun

"I was very busy, I can't call you every night." Replied Sabrina with her eyes rolling

"Don't you role your eyes ever again!" Shaun talked back.

Sabrina was treated like an object for Shaun, but she is very used to it. When Sabrina accidentally told Shaun that his habits were weird, he was having a fit. He called her on the phone just to cause the drama. Shaun was so sensitive that if somebody told him a joke, he would take it personally. Shaun ruined her day just for him controlling her. She is very sick of being pushed around. When Sabrina was getting mad, Lexi was whispering to her friend, Taylor about Sabrina. Sabrina can hear what Lexi is saying to her

"I feel bad for Sabrina's sister." Lexi whispered

"Good thing I am not her sister." Taylor giggled

Sabrina walked passed by them with an irritating look. When they started saying really mean things about her out loud, Sabrina started to say something.

"Well, Lexi, no wonder why your parents are divorced."

"That is a really rude thing to say to somebody." Lexi replied

"You are rude to me all the time, so how does that make any fucking sense?" Sabrina replied

"Because you are an emo pussy and you cut yourself."

"Not all emo's cut and that is just a stereotype. Why do you tease me so much?"

"Because nobody likes you." Lexi said as Taylor laughed.

If Sabrina wanted to say something about her issues with peers, she was afraid to talk to any teacher because they always think Sabrina caused the fight. And if Lexi said that Sabrina did something, then Sabrina was the one to get in trouble. It made no sense to her. When Sabrina walked into her worse subject, math, her teacher was staring at her and the students with a stare. The teacher was also Sabrina's advisor. Her advisor named Mrs. Drew would always yell at Sabrina for having lots of errors on her math homework. She is even afraid to say something if she wanted help. If she asked for help, Mrs. Drew would either tell her that they already went through this concept or use her math charts to help her. The math charts didn't help her at all. Since Mrs. Drew refused to help her, Sabrina just stared at the math homework and pretended to do something. She was way to upset to talk to her teacher anymore. She thought of only Justice taken to the hospital.

"SABRINA! WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW!?" Mrs. Drew yelled.

"I'm doing my work." Mumbled Sabrina.

"It doesn't look like you are working, you are staring at the paper."

"Well, maybe I don't know how to do it."

"WE BEEN THROUGH THIS A WHOLE BUNCH OF TIMES YOU ARE WASTING YOUR CLASS TIME?" Mrs Drew was getting frustrated.

Sabrina didn't care anymore. She wanted to burst out of class just to get a drink and calm down. Usually, Mrs. Drew didn't let her students get water. Sabrina went to drink anyway. The teacher gave Sabrina a detention ticket for 20 minutes.

"What is wrong with getting some god damn water for 5 seconds!?" Sabrina asked as she slam her pencil against the table.

The teacher ignored her. The students were staring at Sabrina for the rest of the period.