Life as Rollercoaster

Cheating

That's the time I realized that the person I loved was cheating on me.

You made me look like a fool

As usual, being a fool

I thought if I forgive you even your not asking for a forgiveness it will resolve the problem I have for questioning myself worth.

But things really didn’t get on our way the way we wanted to.

Because of the debt that I have from the people I know and the bank I’m force to get another job that might result losing the current job that I have.

Trying to fix things that wasn't supposed to be in my life.

So I’m starting once again questioning myself is this worth the risk

Our relationship is worth keeping for?
When you’re the one pushing me on the edge.

Since the day you sent the package the same day I began to lose myself in the process

Triggered my anxiety

Triggered my depression

You still make me feel I’m your girlfriend, the same time you make me feel I really made a mistake letting you in with my life.

Times past by you still pushed me to the edge that I can no longer skip not unless I’ll go with the flow.

As you keep on pushing me to the edge, I realized something.

But this time I wasn’t the same girl you push all the way to the edge.

This time I'll stand up and stop you for pushing me at the edge instead I'll be on my own now.

Without you in the picture.