TW: Mentions of Mutilating
You sank into the couch as Evelin say across from you as she lectured you, upon seeing the mess; she assumed that you'd made the mess by playing around and not cleaning up, "Listen..wait- dont cry- ugh.." she rubbed her temples with her hands, you started tears up as you heard her voice raise up earlier; Evelin hadn't known much about your sick Motjer and Naive father.
"Look...I'm sorry...but you have to listen, you have to clean up your mess when your cleaning-!" You stared at her as you finally started to crack, you covered your ears as she tried calming you down as you shook rapidly in different directions, " LEAVE ME ALONE!" You screamed out as she kept trying to calm down your nerves and to keep you calm.
She looked at you with a shocked look, but it turned into a serious one; she got up and clenched her fists, "Don't you raise your voice at me!" She accidentally yelled at you, she quickly covered her mouth as she looked at you; but you turned your gaze away from her and looked at the floor in shame.
She took in a deep breathe through her teeth and placed her hand on your shoulder while leaning down to your heart; you immediate response was "I'm s..sorry..please dont hurt me.." your voice was shaky and you were incredibly scared on what she'll do to you for you yelling.
You wanted to cry but you knew that'll make her very irritated and you didnt want that; " Don't be scared, I accept your apology..." she them hugged you sincerely, even though she didn't know you like that.
"Mommy would hurt me when I would..talk back.." you whispered in Evelin's ear, "She said that she'll break my bones, chop me up, or throw me into a ditch..." Evelin was shock and scared about your wellbeing; she'd had never heard a child talk like that; she then noticed that you looked drained and you felt sleepy a lot, 'Did this kid's parents even them outside..?' Evelin thought to herself as she felt you shake, she let go because her grip was unknowingly getting tighter.
"Well...I won't do any of those things to you, because you're just a kid and you're scared, I know that feeling.." you smiled slightly as you went to hug her again, but, taken by surprise, Evelin backed away a bit; but she calmed down when she felt your arms attempted to wrap around her body.
She chuckled as she heard you struggle a bit, your cheeks were puffs and Evelin took this chance to capture your cheeks in her hands, "H-Hey-!" You desperately tried to pry her hands off your face so you can hug her again, but she was to strong and your hands were about to break if you even tried to attempt prying her hands away.
You stood there helplessly as Evelin cooed to you about how you were so adorable and you couldnt pry her hands off, eventually, she pulled her hands away; but she looked to be deep in thought, "How about I get you a book to write in?" She asked you, "Like....write a story..?" You asked, but she said "No to write about your feelings!" But she really wanted to know more about your past, you nodded slowly as she smiles...
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