CUSSING!
request by:@savisove
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y/n's pov
i was in my room listening to lana del rey while bawling my eyes out. a couple days ago my boyfriend well ex boyfriend gavi broke up with me. he didn't even give me a reason why. he just ended it. it hurt so much. i loved him with my whole heart and i thought he did to. guess not.
"y/n?" i heard my brother pedri say as he walked in
"i've been calling ur name for like 10 minutes now! lower down the music" he said. i heard but wasn't in the mood to respond
"y/n?" he said now walking infront of me since my back was facing him when he walked in
"Estas llorando?"
(are you crying?) he asked as he sat on my bed
"what's wrong?"
"i just miss him pedri." i said looking at him
"y/n... i know you do. but you have to get over him!" he said
"how am i supposed to get over? i have to see him everyday because he's ur best friend? and you expect me to get over him when i love him?" i said crying even harder
pedri pulled me to him and hugged me
"se que lo amas hermanita but he broke up with you. you have to move on" he said
(i know you loved him)
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it's been 2 weeks since he broke up with me. every time he comes over i lock myself in my room. i know it'll hurt to see him again.
"y/n!" i heard pedri call me from his room.
"what?" i yelled back in response
"can you come please?" he asked i got up and went to his room
i opened his door and saw him. gavi.
"oh." i said
"hey y/n.." gavi said looking at me
"what did you need pedri?" i said completely ignoring gavi
"i wanted to ask if you wanted to play fifa!" pedri said with a smile. he knows i loved playing fifa
"uhm maybe another time pedri." i said and left his room. i walked to my room and cried
seeing his face. the way he seemed fine after we broke up. seeing him and not being able to kiss or hug him. knowing he's not mine anymore.
i laid on my bed just crying and crying. until the door opened
"y/n?" i heard him.
"can we talk please" gavi said
"why? huh? so you can hurt me even more?" i said looking at him. he was shocked as he saw my puffy eyes
"are you crying? why are you crying?" he asked
"because of you gavi!" i said
"y/n-"
"you broke up with me? and didn't even tell me why? you left me crying in my god dam car? and why? i don't even know." i said crying even more
"y/n i'm so sorry amor. i never meant to hurt you. i would never. it's just. with all the games coming up and all the pressure xavi has been putting on me i just gotten so mad and stressed. and after the game. when we broke up i was mad
y/n i didn't want to break up with you." he said. i didn't know what to say
"please amor i'm sorry. if i could go back i would change how things went. i love you y/n i really do." he said
"gavi i love you to. but you really did hurt me"
"i know amor and i'm so sorry for that i'll never do it again i promise" he said as he hugged me. that feeling. being in his arms again. feeling safe.
"i missed you so much" i said
"i missed you to amor. after all this isn't the end of our love story."
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idk how to feel abt thissss
