my first self portrait

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10:38pm
21/1/2023
Saturday

So, yesterday we were informed that there would be no school today since there's some exam for the SSLC students. It was a half day for us on both 19th and 20th which started from 10:10am and ended by 12:50pm.

Yesterday, i got my English papers and i was honestly disappointed. I was expecting 18 or something but it came out to be 13 on 20. Just 1 mark for spelling mistake and 3 mark lost because i didn't pay attention to who said this to whom and 1 fill in the blank question. These 3 mistakes made me lose 6 marks. Well, the teacher had not added a mark so it would actually be 14 so i went and stood behind her so that i could get it corrected. She was standing behind the asile seat of the second bench and gahans seat was on the 4th bench. i was completely ignored because she was correcting the other guys papers. After standing there for a while gahan called me to which i raised my eyebrows as to continue and he spoke- "14 ah" to which i just rolled my fingers backward and he understood. "13 aaah" and i nodded. I got it corrected and so, it's 14. I got 7 in math. Yeah, that's right. It's 7. Very very poor. And 17 in kannada. 16 in social. So the only remaining papers are sanskrit and science. Oh and computers.
Also, i and shreeya were busy playing a tig of war which was just pulling eachothers hands by force.

Yesterday when we went to tution, i told shreeya the marks and not to tell aunty about it. And when shreeya was teasing me that she would tell the marks are out, aunty opened the door. Thank God she didn't listen to our conversation. The whole class shreeya was whispering in my ears that she would tell aunty about the marks and i tried to press her hands and thighs as a warning and she would pierce my precious hands with her long nails. At last aunty noticed our naughty fight and talked to us in a  friendly manner. At last i told her that i would tell her the results along with shreya's. Oh how bad i hope even her marks would be around mine.

Today i woke up by 11:50 or something. I was asked to bring milk when i bought up pasta. I went to stores and bought the groceries. Well that was something i hadn't done for many days. That shopkeeper from the grocery shop gave me a small 2 rupee chocolate for the change and i had it right on the way.

Mom made pasta and ofc it's the best. I also helped her with the dishes which were ofc a loooooooooot.

All day i binge watched web toons. Act like u love me. And to my first love. Oh come on the leads are soooooooo good looking! I almost fell in love with doyoon.

Priya aunty again called me over for a sleepover because her husbands not home and and she's just too scared to be alone when her 2 daughters sleep right next to her. Pfft.

I was coming down the stairs when sagir uncle our neighbour stood there like a ghost and i was ofc startled. But that didn't stop me from laughing infront of him although i knew i looked super ugly.

I also tried sketching for my self portrait even though mom didn't allow me to paint. She also didn't give me the permit to draw it also. I drew it behind her back.

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I'm right now at Priya aunty s place and i don't have the internet rn

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I'm right now at Priya aunty s place and i don't have the internet rn

11:23pm
21/1/2023
Saturday

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