can't take you seriously (akikasa rrragahahshbd)

Moving On

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Toya and Akito have been dating for over three months now and before during those three months, it felt warm and fluffy but overtime Toya somehow started to lose that feeling of warmth. Sure, he loved performing with Akito by his side it was exciting because he was his partner after all. But when it had to do with love, he just couldn't handle it. He started to lose interest. Not in Akito of course but in love itself. Love feels weird to him, that's normal right? (A/N : i have more characters i hc as aro so dw) It's weird for him. They started this relationship because they both genuinely really liked each other. So if Toya felt this way, would Akito feel the same too?

That's when Toya decided that he finally tells him. He'll tell Akito he doesn't love him anymore. It breaks his heart to tell him but he felt like he had to, if he didn't, his heart would be more broken by then.

The two boys were just walking home together after their performance with the rest of Vivid BAD SQUAD. "Man, this one was fun," Akito stretched his arms out. "Yeah .. you were really into it," Toya pointed out and laughed when Akito turned away flustered remembering how he had more passion into tonight's performance. They continued to have normal conversations about how the performance went, which part of it that they liked and just how their day went overall. When they were about to go their separate ways, of course that had to be when Toya finally remembered to tell him that. "Hey, uhh,, Akito?" "..yeah? What's up?" Akito turned around, curious what his partner has to say when it's already this late. "How do I say this ... Crap.. uhh .." Toya tries to recollect himself looking for the right word while also trying not to make Akito wait for too long. He probably picked the worst words in the worst order ever.

"Can we stop?" He finally lets out. He feels so horrible for wording it out like that like, it sounds so wrong! Akito was just standing there, flabbergasted, "Wh-.. what do you mean? Stop what?" He nervously laughs, Akito was genuinely worried with where this conversation was going because he can tell it'll definitely not end well. "Us, I mean. Not as Vivid BAD SQUAD or as BAD DOGS.. I mean as us. As lovers," ".....Oh." So that's what he means. (He won't admit it but he's kind of glad that Toya doesn't want to quit pursuing the "overcome RAD WEEKEND" dream)

"I'm sorry okay it's just I don't.. I don't feel in-love with you as much as I used to when we just started, you know? Trust me, I didn't want this either. The feeling just came and decided to make my life miserable--" Akito stood there in silence, still trying to process things and figure it all out but the face he had made him look frustrated. Toya saw the face and couldn't help but misunderstand his expression, "I-I'm so so sorry for just rambling on like that I-" "Nononono!! It, it's okay! I'm not mad just .. confused." Akito had no other way to put it into words because this was a lot to take in but he'll turn out fine. "...It's alright. I understand you wanna stop, it's cool I don't mind it at all." He gives a comforting smile to Toya which he returns immediately. Toya was just so happy and relieved that Akito is alright with his idea of not being in love. He gave him a short hug then parted their ways and called it a night after that.

When Akito reached home, unsurprisingly, his sister was still awake. But what was surprising was that she was getting a midnight cheesecake, without him! "Oi, save some for me," he said loudly for his sister to hear after entering his house. "Yeah, yeah, I'm not *that* irresponsible," Ena chuckled as she placed a slice for herself. When Akito got his slice, they both sat at the dining table silently enjoying their dessert. "Hey umm.. this is weird but I want some advice." He asked his sister, not looking up from the cheesecake he was devouring. "Oh. Wow.. this is new. Whaddya need." Oh how amused she was when she heard that sentence fall out of his mouth. She was satisfied yet weirded out to hear it. "Do you know how to...." "...what?" Ena genuinely couldn't hear him. His voice progressively got softer and softer in that sentence to the point where only dogs could hear it. This really is a rare sight. "....... Doyouperhapsknowhowtodealwithabreakupbecauseimdoinghorribleatit." ".... I understand but I don't understand jeez keep your beatboxing talent hidden away from me." Ena heard it loud and clear this time, she just hates it when Akito runs through his sentence like a marathon. "A breakup huh... Never happened to me, sorry bro but i cant help with this one." Usually she would be able to come up with a solution to any of his troubles, like the nice big sister she is. But this time, she's really stumped. "Oh, it's alright. Thanks anyways." Even if those solutions don't always help him, he appreciates the effort.

Seems like this'll be something he has to deal on his own huh..

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