just a diary of a teenage girl in high school who gets bullied and has panic attacks in the school bathroom nothing out of the ordinary for her tho but something seems off?
i woke up to find Syko laying on me with my arm around her she was still asleep. i checked the alarm clock to see that it was 5:38 Am. "hm..i better get ready for school..but she just looks so... comfy laying on me" i said "no snap out of it." i whispered to myself.
i get out of bed slowly trying not to wake up Syko but i seem to fail because immediate when i got up she woke up
"good morning Aden" she said to me. "oh uhm hey i hope that you slept well last night.." i responded. "i did how about you?" "we can talk more ln the way to the bus stop alright? just put on some of my clothes and then we can be on our way" i said as i walked out of the room so she can change and decided to go make breakfast.
a few minutes later she walks in the kitchen wearing this
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we get to the bus stop and we sit down on the seats. "say how about we play a game!" Syko says. "uh yeah sure whats the game?" "a game where you hold your breathe and count to 100" she said and i looked at her weird. "oh uh-" i said as i heard the loud bus coming up to the bus stop. "oh! the bus is here come on!"
i walk into school still having this strange feeling about something. i still dont know what it is but whatever it is it is creeping me out..
i was not listening in class again and what is school good for? ruining mental heath?
i saw someone push a piece of paper to my desk. i looked at it weirdly. i sighed softly and quietly as i raised my hand
"may i go to the bathroom miss Akisna?" i said. "sure take the pass" the teacher said harshly.
i walked into the bathroom and went into the stall and locked it and i unwrapped the piece of paper it said "meet me outside of the school near the shed at 4:17" huh that was weird but whatever i guess i thought. i wrapped the piece of paper and went out of the bathroom stall and went back to class.
it was now dismissal time/ 4:00 and i went outside the school and went behind it. there was no one there of course so I decided to write in my diary. minutes passed and it was now 4:22. "fuck this shit im going home" i said ad i walked home while listening to heathers
i opened the door as i see my mom as usual drunk on the couch watching fucking elmos world on pbs kids.
i walked into my bedroom and slightly shut my door as i threw my backpack on the floor and got on the bed. i opened up my computer to watch youtube because why not i mean its Friday and i have no homework so what do you expect me to do?
after a few hours i closed my laptop to get ready for bed. once i did that i opened my laptop to play some games when i hear my phone ring.
"hey Aden! how are you doing?" the voice sounded familiar but j didnt know who it was "uhm who is this?" i asked. "you dont remember me? we went to elementary school together!" wait a minute "wait...Yasiko?!" i said excitedly. "thats me! you do remember me!" she replied.
"omg how has it been?! did your mom finally get back together with your dad?" i asked. "oh uh no she didnt sadly but i think thats for the best" she answered. "anyway how's your family...oh nevermind sorry" she asked but immediately regretted it. i got sad. "no no its fine..my mom hasn't been on her meds since november and my dad has only gotten worse with the drinking.." i said. "oh..im sorry that happened to your parents and you.." "its fine dont worry about it"
we talked for hours on end until my phone started to get low. "aw my phone is about to die and i cant talk to you while its on the charger or it wont charge..im sorry" i said. "oh no its fine i totally understand! ill talk to you later?" "sure!" i said as i hanged up and plugged my phone in.
i sighed as i got into bed and tried to go to sleep. it didn't work sadly and so i just got up and decided to get a glass of water.
i walked into the kitchen as i grabbed a cup and started to fill it up. i stood there drinking the cup of water when i saw something out of my eye. i looked at it quickly as i stood there shocked as i saw a man in all black but when i blinked it was gone. "okay what the hell happened" i whispered so that i didnt wake up everyone. i might just be sleepy because you can get images in your mind when you dont sleep and they can be scary.
i walked back into my room still not knowing what i saw and laid in the bed unable to unsee the image of the man just looking at me.."ugh what was that? was i just seeing things?" i said to myself as i turned to my right and tried to go to sleep but didnt work. after minutes of turning and twisting back and forth i finally got to sleep.
i woke up in a pitch black room where there was nothing but a flashlight. i walked towards it and picked it up as o suddenly heard a loud crash. i looked behind me to see someone running towards me. i tried to scream but i couldn't for some reason it was like i was mute.. i then tried to move but that didnt work either and so i just had to stand there as i saw the man get closet and closer to me each second. when he ran into me i finally screamed and woke up and unable to go back to sleep.
i looked at the alarm clock and it said 4:17 am and so i decided to just go on my phone to forget that nightmare and it worked. i felt sleepy and my eyes were droopy.. i fell asleep with my phone in my hand.
