Untoxic

Chapter 1

TASHA'S POV

I just lay on my bed in my room thinking of my life as a woman. I left home and my parents because I felt suffocated. Since I was in middle school, I dreamt of the day I would leave that fucking villa called home. I had what we could say not the best childhood. My papa made me realize that he could do anything he wants to me because he was my papa. I felt controlled but I still had everything I needed and even wanted. So I chose to go to college in Los Angeles. I was surprised my papa let me decide where to go to college. He usually controlled all my actions.
My name is Tasha Blaze. I am an Irish. I live in a comfortable apartment in Los Angeles.I am currently a student; I am actually a second year student studying Biotechnology at the state's school. In case you are wondering I am a very beautiful girl but right now I doubt that because no guy has ever asked me out. Let's not get to that aspect.
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am just as bored as I sound and thanks to my introvert self I have no friends. Not that I don't talk to people,of course I do but I don't have close friends. Wait !! did I just say introvert??? . Well I am not because I talk naughty. You may as well say I am the misleading type because I tell people the opposite of myself. I remember telling a friend of mine to drink , smoke and club away her sorrow. I mean why would I give someone such an advice. I don't smoke or club but yea I drink but it's just a little. arrrrrgh my stomach hurts, I just remembered I had nothing for breakfast.
I reached for my phone; it's just 11:16am, I mean on a normal day I usually have my breakfast around 12pm,what the fuck is wrong with me. I just have a little pasta remaining and I intend to use it as breakfast and lunch; whoa intelligent me. I sluggishly got up and headed for the kitchen to heat it up.Ding that's the door,hmm who visits me,who knows me. I answered the door, hey a very handsome guy speaks up,am Jason am ur new neighbor,oh that's nice am Tasha,do you mind coming in.He just stood there staring down at me and then I realized I was just in nighty, oh sorry about that I just woke. He just nodded and came in. Wait I just invited a guy in my house I don't even have anything. Oh my God what's that smell; it's my pasta it got burnt, thanks to this guy here. I rushed out of the kitchen and felt like crying, what the fuck am I gonna eat. Looks like fine guy noticed it,do you mind if I order something for you, omg he is so kind, yea I don't mind. He just nodded. So you just got here?? Umm am sorry for not getting anything for you I don't have anything.... He suddenly smiled and asked even water?? Oh my God am so stupid I never thought of water, am so sorry I never thought of it let me just get it. I rushed out of the kitchen with a glass of water but saw an empty room, where did he go?? Omg I hope he did not enter my room. I quickly checked my room but I didn't find him, motherfucker here I was thinking he was kind he just ran away plus my burnt up pasta, asshole. I sat on the chair to think about my life when the door made a sound, foolish me I forgot to check the door. I rushed to the door and saw fine guy there,did you go somewhere?? I asked him, yea of course I went to get my laptop, oh okay, for what if I may ask?? To order ur food, he smirked lightly. Foolish boy why are you smirking I said quietly, did you say something?? He asked, Omg wtf, I nodded my head saying no.

We just sat there stealing glances at each other I could the tension was so much that you could cut with a scissors but I don't know if it's sexual tension or another type of tension. I looked at him this time with confidence he wasn't looking,he had a perfect jawline,he had attractive lips,his hair black,his tattooed arm,a face was the drawing he had I wondered if it was his,his broad shoulders like a gym tutor,and for second I imagined how it would be being under this guy"take a picture it will last longer" his husky voice pulled me out of zoned out state" oh pls don't flatter yourself" I retorted. He smiled again, why does he always have to do this.

" I think your food is here" he stood up to go take it" thank you even though you had it coming" I said smirking. " Well pretty neighbor I think I should get going,thanks for the water" oh my God is he leaving so soon, what is wrong with me" oh it was nice meeting you fine guy" my God did I say that loud" I see you already gave me a nickname" pls don't flatter yourself, I opened the door wide for him. Wait, I didn't even ask him if he wanted to join me stupid me.

I quietly went over to the table where he kept the food it smells amazing wait what did he order??he didn't even ask me what I wanted.Omg he ordered pasta" wow so thoughtful of you fine guy" wait what am I turning into, what was his name again??

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