Untoxic

CHAPTER 6

TASHA'S POV

Monday came so quickly. My life seems like a mirage . Maybe because no one has ever shown interest like Killian did or maybe I was just too young or my overprotective parents.

I have classes today but it's not until late afternoon. I thought of texting Killian but decided against it. It doesn't sound mature to me ; I mean, it would look like I've got nothing to do with my time.

I think I should be open to friendships and make friends. But I detest girlfriends because they are best in betrayals.

"Good morning Jason". I greet him once I go out.

"Morning pretty lady". He answered. I cringed at the nickname. It made me feel old.

"Hey Jason I'm young pls, that nickname is so old for me". I tell him

"Okay sorry Amore, just that you're pretty". He grinned. I shake my head at his failed attempt at flirting.

"Thanks". I reply him . He was doing something I couldn't figure out inside a little bag in front of his apartment. So I just stood and watched him.

That's how to make friends right? . I thought of starting a conversation but what will I say to him. He seemed a little bit older than me.

From what I've seen from him and his temperament, he seemed like a Choleric. Have I said that he has a car? . An expensive looking car. I am not a car fanatic so I don't know their names. But I would love to own a car someday.

"You want something Nat?". He asked me with a raised brow. He looked hot with his hair falling on his face and the nickname not going unnoticed by me. Fuck.

"Not at all, just felt bored and came to spend some time outside". I said looking everywhere but him.

"Oh okay no problems I'm pleased you wanna spend time with me, Love". He answered smiling .

"Yh". I curtly said. I was feeling red by now so I just looked at my feet.

What's with all the nickname he's been calling me lately. But seriously I'd pay to fuck him.

"You wanna come in?" . He asked gesturing for me to come into his house.

" Yeah sure". I followed him inside the house and omg my jaw dropped.

His house is so cool. He loves color but not that plenty. I thought guys loved dark colors but not Jason.

The fireplace had drawn my full attention immediately I entered his place . A big painting of an axe hung above the fireplace. And just beside it was his portrait and he was looking hot .

I got carried away and started tracing my fingers over his picture. He looked so handsome.

"That was a gift from my mama for my 26th birthday". He said so close to my ears. His hot breathe fanning my neck and his voice husky.

"Hmmmn very thoughtful of her. It's pretty" . I reply him trying to catch my  breathe and be in  control of myself .

" So you admit that I'm handsome, yeah?" . He said , this time he whispered into my ears.

I held back a moan. Fuck. So this is how it feels to be aroused?? . I could love this moment forever.

I stopped tracing the portrait and turned to face him. He so close to me. Our nose was touching and his eyes was filled with lust and I'm sure mine was too.

I am a young girl who has never felt funky her entire life so why not grab this little chance that I've got.

He initiated the kiss. He took my lips and sucked on them and it felt nice so I closed my eyes and received whatever he gave.

I just stood there and did nothing because I don't know anything about kissing but I tried to mimick what he was doing.

The kiss became so heated and he grabbed my ass. I followed my instincts and jumped on him. He carried us to the kitchen? Maybe.

He dropped me on the counter and bit my lips and I moaned. I've never heard that kind of sounds from my mouth. It was hot.

We kissed more until I was out of breath and broke the kiss. But Jason didn't stop there. He kissed my neck and sucked my neck. I was wearing a shirt so he opened a few buttons and fumbled with my breasts and fuck it felt good.

I silently looked at him. He was so good.

"Ahhhh". I screamed as his pinched my nipples. He looked up at me and then bàck at my boobs before he sucked on my nipples and I died and came back to life. His mouth was hot and at the same time soothing the pain from the pinch.

He buttoned my shirt back up and carried me down from the counter. I just watched him.

"Now that's a welcome to my house". He smirked at me.

"I should visit more often then". I replied him. I don't know where that kind of courage came from but I love it .

He chuckled and came to sit beside me . I remembered what we just did and I became weak down there.

Seems like he noticed because he smiled and held my hands .

"I'm sorry Nat. I got carried  away and kissed you. Pls don't be awkward around me". He said truthfully.

"Jason pls. I enjoyed it too besides that was the first time I did something like that". I rambled out feeling embarrassed.

"Fuck I'm very sorry Amore it won't happen again". He said sounding guilty.

I sighed. Looking up at him I held his face and he leaned on them and I caressed his face.

"You don't have to feel guilty or anything. It was consensual and we didn't even have sex. We just made out ". I told him trying to clear thing out.

He nodded and held my hands so tight with his eyes tightly shut. He let out a breath.

"Nat".

"Yeah". I answered

"You're so pretty and hard to resist". He told me looking directly into my eyes.

I am definitely red because my cheeks hurt from blushing.

"I saw you the other day on a date with a guy and became jealous even though you're not mine". He said with his husky voice.

"That's a lot to hear Jason . I'm overwhelmed ". I tell him truthfully.

It's too soon for him to be confessing how he is feeling right? It was supposed to take time right?

But then I like him and I also like Killian. I'm drowning in my own dilemma and it feels bad.

I would just have to go with the flow and not overthink. But what if Jason just wants me for sex ? What if he doesn't even want me?.

I kept asking this what ifs in my head

I went back to my apartment, had a bath and slept since I still had a little time before my class.