Regret ||ANGST||

memories

Technos pov

I was in my bathroom washing the blood from Tommy's arm and upset he been doing it for about 1 year and I felt tears come down from my eyes when I was reminded of me self harming he was in the shit hole cause of me and Wilbur but tubbo been acting strange around Tommy commenting on his clothes his food and his weight why was he being mean to Tommy their best friends from kids why was he doing this I don't wanna see my little brother go threw the shit hole like I did
I saw Tommy's eye flutter open "where am I?" Tommy was panicking "your in the bathroom may I ask you something?" Tommy nodded "why are you cutting yourself? is it my fault wilburs who's fault was it?" Tommy was forming tears "none of yalls I was just overwhelmed with what's happening I mean tubbo doesn't love me he made that clear he comments on everything I do" he said saddened I was mad to the core "Tommy I'm gonna talk to tubbo about this you can't live with him commenting on your business 24/7" I growled in a deep tone

Tommy Pov

I knew techno was right about what tubbo has been doing and what he been saying he pushed me into a ED cause of it unlike my brothers they don't have A Ed like me cause of their bsf
When I got up I went back upstairs to my room and just lay on my bed unmotivated until mom came in.
"Hey mom do you need anything?" I asked my mum
"May I ask why your grades are low I thought you had good grades?" She asked calm and sweet she was my favorite "oh I didn't know they were low I guess what's been happening between me a Tubbo and ranboo plus I feel unmotivated cause of them.." I said upset she sat on my bed and hugged me I hugged her back sobbing while she was rubbing my back and saying sweet stuff to make me feel better I hated the fact I was failing school. Mother got me from my zoned out realizing it was almost dinner time even though I'm not gonna eat

"Wow two hours zoned out thinking about tubbo and my family? That should be a record of the most time zoned out"

"Tommy let's go get some dinner Okay? But atleast eat two or three bites please I know it's hard sometimes but trust me it's worth it." Mother said with a faint smile on her face getting up I got up with Mother and went downstairs

🧶philza pov

I saw Tom's and Kristen come down stairs for dinner
Tom's looked uncomfortable with eating but I gave him a smile to eat. He started to eat while Wilbur was give techno a death glare it was normal for them to fight tho so I didn't question the looks. I just ate my food while Tommy and Kristen just ate Tommy ate three bites of his food and just left his plate and left to go to his room when I heard a knock I opened the door it was tubbo
I greated tubbo and then he went up to Tommy's room I'm guessing to play minecraft or hang out.

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IM SORRY FOR THE SHORT CHAPTERS IM FOCUSING ON SCHOOL but anyways I might not be able to post a another chapter until the weekends again my discord is
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If I changed it its cause my classmates could friend me any time lol