My little secrets

Today!

The girl's diary!!!

Jan 5th, 2023, 11:45 PM

Listening to the sounds of waves is not new to me as I go there frequently. I look at the couples, families, children, friends, and senior citizens but I never saw a person who come there alone. I never felt lonely I felt happy for being alone. Being single in this society needs a lot of guts. Striving for freedom is not so easy. Parents say that I need a person to share my emotions with. Society says I need a person to take care of me. Friends say that I need a person to hang out with. Grandparents say that I need a family for myself. Personally, I’m not against marriage but the present-day men. 

I agree that being loved is a blessing. But being loved as it’s a responsibility has no meaning. 

The sand, the water, the sound, the movement, the sky, the cute shells and the ice cream!
I know there is no one beside me to hold my hand at the movement. But I’m happy with myself, hugging myself, adoring myself, loving myself, cooking for myself, cleaning myself, reading myself, Netflixing myself, and taking care of myself. I need not worry about the children’s school fees, my husband’s secret messages, my friends’ chitchatting, or my neighbours’ so-called looks. Life insurance is not needed too. And I need not worry about earning a lot for my heirs. 

I’m happy like this. Just for a hand to hold, I can’t take all those stuff to my head. 

I know I’m selfish but I’m okay until my emotions are not wasted on people who don’t care much about those. It’s not a completely happy life that I’m leading now, at times I feel sad as don’t have anyone to tell my day things with. But the next minute, I remember you. Sharing things with you makes a lot of sense. I share my love in each letter that I write here. 

Love…
It’s needed but it’s not a compulsory thing to live!

If you want to know the reason behind my words then you should secretly read my previous pages of the diary!!!

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