The day after lillias date
lillia and i where both sitting on the stools in our kitchen eating berries as she told me about her date
"i'm telling you Val he was really nice, i thought he would be one of those obnoxious footballers i really like him" she said while chewing on like 8 blueberry's "he said i should go see him play sometime and i was thinking" she dragged out the last word long and i knew what she meant
"you want Xavi to take us" i said
"yes! if that's okay with you and xavi ofcourse" she said waiting for an answer
"i will give him a call later and ask him but i'm sure it will be fine" i said calmly
"Thank you!" she said with a huge smile on her face
it's now nighttime i had phoned Xavi and he said he's happy to have us but now i'm thinking
can i face him again?
i always went to his matches after we broke up but i had stopped for the last month due to my modelling shoots and runways and to be honest i couldn't wait to go back and see him play
i'm still his biggest supporter even after he betrayed my trust.
i slowly drifted asleep into my thoughts
and it was soon followed up by a dream
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i had been visiting Portugal to see my family after i had been in Barcelona for a year
when i was there i had met one of my old friends
joão félix
we're basically brother and sister as we have been friends since i had first moved to Portugal
but some things got twisted on the media
i just didn't know it yet
i had finally got home in barcelona getting ready to surprise my love who was taking care of my apartment while i was away
it was late at night and i was positive he would be asleep so he could wake up with me next to him in the morning
i was tired due to the travel but waiting to see him gave me energy as i was madly inlove with him
i unlocked the door and walked into my home and it wasn't quiet.
i heard a boy and a girl laughing .
i walked into my living space to see my boyfriend with a girl next to him face to face about to kiss
i dropped my bag in place and tears strung down my face that's when he realised i was back early.
his face flashed of guilt as the girl ran out of my apartment and he ran upto me trying to explain as i pushed him out my door and locked it
i cried myself to sleep for weeks.
guys this is really bad right now but it does get better i'm just trying to explain what happened in an easier way don't worry 🤍
