𝑴𝒂𝒚𝒃𝒆 𝑻𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝑻𝒊𝒎𝒆 𝐽𝑗𝑘+𝑃𝑗𝑚

Park Jimin

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I WAS ABOUT TO answer the door wHEN I felt someone hold my waist forcing me sat back down on the bed

I hissed on pain "kookie" I whined out

"I'll answer it just stay here and maybe took a shower I'll join you later " he mumble before kissing my nose I pouted and show him my puppy eyes "no uh it doesn't gonna work now baby" he said sternly and walk out of the bedroom

I heard him opening the door and to my super curious self I didn't do want he want me to do and sneak out of our bedroom

I sit on the couch and silently hissed my ass were on fire and it's all your fault jeon Jungkook! I won't let him touch me for a while

I heard a familiar voice and almost shout when jungkook curse and shout at taehyung I felt guilty were on the same page

if jungkook will choose him I'll beg to hell I even try to seduce jungkook but let it as secret for now, he will be gone wild if he knows about it

i stood up went to jungkook back i held my giggles because I found this funny but that died down when i heard him saying those line

i-it mean jungkook were still in love to taehyung? because he's blaming him? silly maybe he's mad yes taehyung cheat on him

but after the begging and crying jungkook said taehyung was still important to him, does that mean he still hoping they will be back together!?

then how about me? my thoughts will killing me

"did I fucking said something! " I jump and look up at angry jungkook he's mad but why? because I didn't do want he wants? or maybe because I heard his conversation with taehyung?

"jimin I'll never repeat this but fucking take a shower" he shout again I didn't said anything just go straight into shower

when I finish showering and putting my outfit i go outside of the bathroom to meet with mad jungkook sitting on our bed

"sit" i let out a whimper but obey him "you always giving me a headache jimin! when will you learn to obey me? just to fucking do what I'd tell you to do" that caught me of guard

why he's mad? because I didn't go to shower and just listen to them? but why I didn't do anything wrong

"and why your mad? it is because I didn't obey you?" i firmly said jungkook didn't answer just mumble something

my eyes tear up as i tried to muffle my sob "fucking don't cry! jimin your so immature" I look up and didn't believe what I actually seeing nor hearing right now

"you always crying you always whining you always making my head ache your acting like a baby! fucking grown up! " he said and my heart went broken into million pieces

I let my self off guard around him cause I know he love the way I am before I'm scared that someone might tell those words that he actually let out

maybe he just tired and stress

"kookie just go to bed and rest I know you didn't mean that you love me I know that" I smile while hugging him but to my shock

he push me off making me fall down on the floor jungkook seems he's going to out burst any moment he open and close his mouth several times

"jimin I don't know anymore! I don't know if I want this anymore my mind were on mess when I see taehyung on he's knee begging me to take him back my heart ache I don't like seeing him like that! but i ignore it and choose you because I fucking love you but now i regret that" i stumble then shake my head many times while tears falling down on my cheeks he can't say that

I love him with all of my heart I can't live without him I can't even think about leaving him  he's lying jungkook love me he love me he does love me

"y-you didn't mean that kookie I'll do everything just to make you stay I promise not to leave you again and I will not gonna do that again" i said as jungkook shake his head in denial

he pulled out my luggage and began to shove my clothes inside on it I didn't know what to do i tried to stop him he's not in his right state of mind he doesn't want this

he push me when he's done then grab my hand to throw me outside I beg and cried i call his name multiple times begging him not to do this because I'll die

I'll die if he leave me alone

"jimin your not taehyung he understand me he always do what I said without any questions your different! I thought i want to be with you but no jimin I can't"

is this my karma? because I leave him before? or he's taking his revenge on me because he's winning my heart were broken many times

"b-but I thought you loved me? what about our time we spent on that beach? what about that time what about those nights? j-jungkook please don't do this to me please don't please dont"

he didn't answer just throw my luggage outside and push me making me fall on the floor "is this because i didn't follow what you've said earlier? jungkook it's to simple please your kidding right!?"

"I FUCKING DON'T KNOW! ALL I WANT IS YOU TO LEAVE ME ALONE CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO DO ANYMORE! BE VANISHED JIMIN ! "

"no please" I mumble but what he said next throw me to edge "DON'T SHOW UP AGAIN YOU ALWAYS RUIN MY LIFE JUST DON'T AND  DIE! OKAY JUST DIE " my eyes went wide

he want me to die? did jungkook really hate me this much? he wants me to die? and vanished on his life, he suddenly step back and look down

he open his mouth but nothing came i stood up and walk away from him while crying and shaking my head

why everyone always turning their back on me? am I just not enough to feel love? just to be choose?

I heard him shout my name but I didn't stop anymore the elevator open i wipe my tears and press the close and to choose the lobby

before the elevator door fully closed I see jungkook begging me to open it he's crying and it's my fault I hurt him again

I'm sorry jungkook but I guess I have to fulfill your wishes "I love you"

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HEY I CRIED  OKAY?
IT'S HEARTBREAKING FOR ME to make this