𝑴𝒂𝒚𝒃𝒆 𝑻𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝑻𝒊𝒎𝒆 𝐽𝑗𝑘+𝑃𝑗𝑚

Jungkook

Red spider lily

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"DID YOU FOUND HIM?"  I asked and the rescue team shake their heads i curse and kick the sand "it's my fault" I murmured while holding my head

I felt someone grab my collar and i meet yoongi who's fuming at anger dry tears were visible "don't blame him and added a weight yoongi! he's so broken" jin grab yoongi away from me

taehyung  sobbing quietly while sitting and blaming himself because, I can't help to blame him to he added on my stress that day but I fucking know I can't just blame others

it's my fault I lost the love of my life I lost him because of my idiotic intuition it's all my fault my fucking fault

"i need a fresh air" I said before walking away, tears and sob came out on my eyes and lips as I remember his mother cry his father blame me for all of this and i respect that

his younger brother were shouting and begging me to take my words back it's been a day since jimin decide to  took his own life

but they didn't found him

I sat on ene of bridge and close my eyes, I felt someone back hug me as jimin always does it "love" I open my eyes and look around

I found nothing

"love? baby jimin are you there!"I shout but I didn't hear anything again " love please don't punish Me like this" I beg and kneel on the wooden floor

I look at the water and see a white clothes frowning my eyes went wide as i see it now clearly I jump on the water not minding if it's cold or not

i cry in agony while reaching the love of my life, soon I see the rescue team on the boat they help me to lift jimin up

my world crush down when I see his pale face cold body and violet lips he looks beautiful as always I lean down and hug him tightly I kiss his cold lips while saying a hundred sorry

"j-j jimin baby your pranking me right? open your eyes baby open it don't do this me please" I beg and wailed but jimin didn't open his eyes anymore

when the boat stop and I see our friends

the police took jimin's body and laid it down on the sand I cry harder this time shaking his body punching the sand

hoseok burst into crying fit while Jackson look away taehyung were crying on jin's shoulder while Jin were mumbling a sorry

Namjoon were patting his shoulder yoongi were crying and blaming me, the ambulance took jimin's body they're gonna shift it on busan our home town

and I don't have any right to interfere it's my fault jimin were gone because of me

IT'S the last day of funeral and I still didn't visit him, my baby will be mad and upset for sure

"sorry baby I can't look at your face knowing you die because of me " i talk to jimin's picture on my table, when he died I felt my whole life came crushing in front of me

I didn't deserve to be happy if my happiness were not in this world anymore

i tear up and wipe my tears it's not even hard

I stood up

"you see my love I'll find my way to you"

I said before grabbing my car keys and heading outside, I drive my car outside and smile at my self even they yelled at me punch me blame me 

that will never stop  me to see him even for the last time he is my everything, it came to fast I heard some shout and loud honk

the speeding truck heading towards me the sudden impact make my body blown up my head bump into steering wheel

my head hurts

I'll be there my love wait for me

MAYBE THIS TIME
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SPECIAL THANKS TO
EVERYONE WHO KEEP SUPPORTING
I'M NOT GONNA LIE IT'S ALL CHAOS

BUT DON'T BE SAD OKAY?

THE END

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