My Blood Twin

Its now or never/ Murder on my mind

As expected the next day was not repeated, i know i was suppose to feel happy that at least that torture was over but i still felt like i was carrying an extra burden and i knew what it was, it was the feeling that i actually killed a person.

Tara came to my room immediately she was awake and she saw the state that i was in, she immediately came and she hugged me i cried my eyes out cause even though i was free from that loop i did not think i could ever be free from this one it was a fire that i roosting me inside and i could feel it, it hurt. I refused to eat even leave my room and Tara tried all she could do when she saw it was to no avail she called Justin , As usual Justin came running immediately Tara called him. he came into my room and saw me crying and he immediately hugged me and i hugged him back, Justin told me not to worry and he also told me that Jake deserved it cause he raped Tara and also killed her and for some reason immediately i heard that i felt better not better in a good way but better like anger yes i felt anger, Justin was right Jake deserved to die and he also deserve to rot in the deepest part of hell and so does the people who planned with him, and i already knew Tessa and her followers were part but i needed more names, they deserved to pay the way Jake did. Justin my sudden change in face and asked what the look on my face was i asked what look and he stood up and squat in front my face and said i had an evil look on my face like the look of murder, and i suddenly smiled and looked at him and said i had that look because i feel the need to kill and not just one person people, Justin stood up and looked at me his expression screamed fear and i understood why he looked at me that way who wouldn't , just asked me if i meant it and i stood up and told him i meant every word of it with a shaky voice he asked me who i wanted to kill and i got up and told him every single person that was involved in planning my death, Justin immediately got scared and told me to calm down and i told him not to bother he was excluded and he said it was not that, he said he didn't want anymore blood on my hand i replied him and said blood wont stop being on my hands until i killed every single last one of them, i went close to Justin and told him that he and Tara were going to help to achieve what i wanted to do, he stepped back and looked so scared and said i should calm down and i was letting this get into my head and also the main thing was to kill Jake and it done and we are no longer repeating the day i stopped him and him it was not over until i killed them all just then Tara came i could tell she had been listening to the entire discussion thinking she would also disagree she agreed to our shock and as shocked as i was i was equally happy and i didn't question but Justin did and Tara told him that she was the one who went through the pain of getting raped over and over again and watching them laugh and smiled, with that Justin gave in, they both looked at me and asked if i had a plan and i told them yes and Tara looked excited and said i should go ahead with it. IT WAS NOW OR NEVER.