Hidden passion *Eastenders*

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Ella knew that things were hard. She knew they she didn't know what to do over all the secrets and lies. She knew how she still felt betrayed and lied to and how she had been avoiding the subject of it all but Ella knew how she had to find a way to deal with it all

Ella stood in the kitchen and smiled as she looked to see jack as he walked in and smiled "are you okay?" He asked as she smiled

"I'm okay. I'm tired but I'm fine. I need to go and see my dad and shall I call her mummy dearest over all of this drama. I just have no idea what to think over it all. It's a mess and I feel lied to but I can't avoid it forever" Ella said as jack looked to her and smiled

"I know it's not easy but it will be okay. You know I am always here for you" jack said as Ella looked to him and smiled as she wrapped her arms around his neck and smiled

"I know and I love you for it" she said as jack pulled her close and kissed her. She moaned into the kiss as he pulled her close. She ran her hands through his hair as he lifted her up and sneaked as he stood between her legs as she sat on the bench top

She undid his belt and smirked as he pulled her closer. He pulled down the leggings that she was wearing and pushed into her. Ella called out in pleasure as he started to move in and out of her

Ella wrapped her legs around him and pulled him closer to her. She rolled her head back and moaned as she felt herself realise her laid as he followed her

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Ella got to the Mitchell house as she saw Phil and looked to him and sighed

"I haven't come to fight although the iris you told me over the years I should. Why did you do it. She was playing step mom for the last god knows how many years you could of said any time that she was my mum and you didn't" Ella said as Phil looked to her and sighed

"It wasn't that easy Ella. It was hard when we had you and she struggled and the older you got the harder it got to tell you the truth. I was trying to protect you" Phil said

"By lying to me" she asked as he sighed

"I didn't want too it just happened that way and I am sorry" Phil said as Ella looked to him and sighed.

Ella knew that things were hard and she didn't know what to think

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Ella walked through the square as she saw Sharon. She stood looking at her for a moment and sighed. Ella didn't know what to do or what to think. Her head was a mess and she hated it

Ella knew how Sharon was her mother but she had spent all of her life without her mother and she didn't know what to think or what to do. Ella knew that it was a mess and it scared

Sharon walked over to Ella and smiled "I'm sorry for all of this. I just wanted you to know the truth" Sharon said as Ella looked to her and sighed

"And what do you expect me to do with that huh? You had years to tell me the truth and honestly I have no idea if I can ever forgive you for keeping it from me" Ella said.

Ella knew it was all a mess but could she ever have a relationship with Sharon as her mother?