"Where are you going?" You wake up from your nap to see San trying to sneak out of your place quietly and he sighs upon getting caught. He'd shown up at your door earlier that night, wounded and in need of your magic touch as he liked to call it.
"Away" he admits and you frown, sitting up and letting the blanket fall next to you on the floor.
"Without saying goodbye? Don't I deserve some closure?"you asked, obviously sad that he tried to leave without saying goodbye yet again.
"What did you see?" He asked instead.
"Nothing"you've always been a terrible liar and its not the first time you've been caught lying.
"I can hear your heartbeat" he reminds you of what he is and you're the one to sigh this time.
"Okay , fine. I saw your wolf form" you admit and he nods, its not like he wants to leave you but he knew he couldn't stay.
"Then you know why I have to go" he turns towards the door again but you're up and grabbing his arm before he can walk too far.
"That's an excuse" you scoff and he looks at you, raising an eyebrow at you.
"Is it? Look me in my eyes and tell me you're not scared of me" he tells you and you look into his eyes, wholeheartedly telling him the truth.
"I'm not scared" he blinks , taken aback by the fact that you were being honest that time and honestly he wasn't sure if that made you naive or not.
"Would I bring you into my home if I was?" You asked him this time around and he steps closer to you, neither of you stepping down and cowering because you needed him to stay.
You missed him.
"Why did you?" He questioned you and you frown.
"Because you needed help and I couldn't leave you like that" you told him and he shakes his head.
"That's not good enough" he tries to pull away but you grab his other arm as well and he raises an eyebrow at you.
"I love you"you say and his eyes close as he takes a deep breath, he missed you too but he couldn't live with himself if he hurt you.
That's why he broke it off the first time, werewolves don't have good control and its exceptionally difficult for the bitten ones.
"I still do , okay and when I saw you again I just knew I couldn't let you go" you admitted and he pulls his hands free with ease, grabbing your shoulders and shaking you lightly.
"You know the danger you put yourself in?" He asked and you nodded your head because yes you did know but you didn't care.
"It's a risk I'm willing to take" you tell him and he scoffs, shaking his head and pulling back.
"I'm not"he cared too much about you to be selfish with you and gamble your safety.
"That's not your call to make" you counter.
"I'm a monster, a werewolf! Do you not get that?" He's becoming frustrated with your lack of understanding the danger that comes with being with someone like him.
