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billie sub; gxg
tw: cheating
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it's been 7 months since me and billie broke up, and i still haven't gotten over shit. it's been really hard not having her, by my side, constantly.
i miss our cute little movie nights home alone, our dumb arguments we got over in 5 minutes, and the best sex i've ever had in my life.
i haven't done anything with anyone since the breakup. it made me a completely different person. but she was going to come over tonight for 'drinks' and to 'catch up' is what she was planning.
i was slightly nervous because i figured she's most likely changed in 7 months, and she has a boyfriend now.
it was all over the news headlines; "BILLIE EILISH DATING SINGER JESSE RUTHERFORD." is all i saw when i checked the news about her, as i do occasionally, and i'm fucking sick of it. after a while, it gets old seeing headlines and drama about the girl you once loved be with someone else, nothing like you.
besides all of that shit, i just wanted to see her. it didn't matter what we were doing, i just really wanted to spend some time with her. i wanted to give her what he couldn't.
it was just a few hours till she'd arrive tonight, and we'd have our 'drinks' and time to 'catch up', but the catch was, she didn't tell him that she was coming to see me, in fact she lied to him about it.
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as i was on the couch of my apartment, starting to drift off waiting for billie's arrival, when all of a sudden, the door bell rings.
shit. she's here.
i looked fine for the most part. i had on a black hoodie and some black ripped jeans. i looked kinda emo to be honest, i didn't mind a new look though.
i opened the apartment door to see billie, biting her lip, and her cute little cheeks blushing.
"hi.." i awkwardly welcome her into my apartment. she definitely killed that vibe by jumping into my arms and hugging me tightly. i could hear little whimpers coming from her lips as she nuzzled her face into my neck.
god, i missed her touch.
"words can't explain how much i fucking miss you, god," she says under her breath in my arms, as i get a chance to close my apartment door, then returning to billie's soft touch.
and not to mention how beautiful she looked and smelled.
(the picture above is what she's wearing)
once we finally managed to let go of each other, i led her to the counter, where she sat down on a bar stool and i started pouring myself a glass of wine.
