Melanie
"I feel like a horrible person." I said out loud to Billie. My OCD starts kicking in.
"How could I not know. Deep down I knew something was wrong. And I did nothing about it."
"You really do blame yourself for everything. Its so stupid because I was the one who did this shit and you're STILL blaming yourself."
Billie says still ashamed that she got caught doing drugs.
"I guess I do." I mumble.
"Can we just act like this never happened? Spare me this drama." She says comforting me.
Although it doesn't sound like a good idea, I agree because of how tired I was from arguing about it. She's not gonna listen to me anyway. Even If she is doing drugs, I don't want her to become an addict because this is usually how these things start.
"Alright, I guess." I reply followed by Finneas entering the room.
"Billie, mom just called me and told me that she thinks you're ignoring her calls." He says.
Billie
Fucking fantastic. Now mom fucking knows. But how does Fin know? I act clueless around him to try and see if he knows anything. I don't think Melanie would've said anything. Maybe mom doesn't know. I'm probably just making shit up in my head again.
"Hmm, wonder why." I mumble.
"Yeah. Me too." Fin says sarcastically.
Shit, he probably knows.
I grab my phone and see 7 missed calls from mom. Finneas leaves which gives me a chance to ask Melanie how he knows.
"Did you say anything to him?" I ask her quietly.
"Nope. If he knows, Eli must've told him if he's the only other person who knows." She replies.
"Gimme a sec Mel."
I walk out of my room and call mom.
"Hello?"
"Hey mama."
"Hey Billie, is everything ok? You haven't answered any of my calls and I started to worry."
"Yeah, I'm fine. Just at the house with Melanie and Fin. Why?"
"No reason, just checking on you."
I sigh of relief because she doesn't know. I guess I always assume the worst.
"Well I'm ok, don't worry."
"Okay, I gotta go sweetie, your dad's calling."
"Bye, love you."
"Bye, love you hon."
The call ends and I head back into my room to see Mel on the bed looking around my room.
"That shit was scary." I say throwing myself on my bed surrounded by red lights and Gucci blankets.
"Well even if it was your first time, which I'm not stupid so I don't believe it was, you got away with that shit because I didn't snitch on you." Melanie says followed by a smirk.
"Thank you so much bro. I'm glad you didn't say anything."
"But remember. Next time, if I find out that you never quit, your ass is grass."
I laugh after not remember hearing in the longest time.
"Okay boo." I reply with a smile then followed by making out with her because I couldn't help holding in the urge of wanting to all fuckin day.
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