Lifeline // MGK

11

It was the day before the tour that everything was finished and finalized. I was packing when i heard a knock on my room door " Come in "I said while looking through my closet Rook walked into my room and sat on my bed.

" Hey, Sie can I talk to you about the tour ". He said. I turned around and went to sit on my bed next to rook " sure are you ok ". I replied while waiting for him to reply " yeah everything's fine i just want to let you know an extra thing before we leave ". He said.

" um ok, what is it ". I replied, " so you know Colson has to keep up with his fuckboy reputation ". he asked '. I replied, " yeah I know that " while I'm trying to figure out where this convo is going.

He explained, " in his heart he loves you but while being on tour your gonna see a lot of girls on the bus after shows ". I sighed " basically I'm gonna get cheated on every night ". He grabbed my hand and says " that's why I came to talk to you your like a sister to me and I don't want you getting hurt ". I got up and hugged Rook. " thanks for letting me know but I'll be ok I can handle it ". I smiled after the convo with rook I finally finished packing and walked downstairs to get something to eat. While I'm eating I get a call from slim I picked up.

Me: Hey Slim wassup?

Slimm: nothing much um get ready so we can hit the road we have a show tmr we'll pick you up in a few.

Me: ok I'll be ready

I hung up the phone and went upstairs to bring my luggage down and style my hair I was making sure everything ok before I left.

* honk * Honk

I heard I looked outside the patio door to see Colson standing on top of the giant tour bus shouting " COME ON SIERRA IT" S TOUR TIME " I ran outside and knocked on the door to see Rook opening it and saying " Hey sie are you ready "? he asked I walked up the stairs of the bus and got on Colson came and put my luggage up after we got everything settled we stop at McDonald's to eat everyone walked in me and Colson got chicken nuggets and a sprite, Rook and Slimm got quarter pounders and fries.

We finally made it back to the bus and hit the road to our first stop Phoenix Arizona an hour onto the bus we smoked, laugh, and watch hella movies. When I woke up it was 2 am I got up from the bunk in a panic I was sweating and couldn't breathe I think I was having an anxiety attack I walked over to rook's bunk and shook him to wake up he finally did.

" Sierra ". He says while opening his sleepy eyes he sat up and asked " hey what's wrong ". I replied "I don't know I woke up sweating and couldn't catch my breath. He got off the bunk and hugged me and says " hey hey I need you to breathe in and out for me ok". I started to inhale and exhale slowly I finally calmed down.

"I'm ok now, "I say climbing back onto my bunk before closing my eyes. Rook says "I think you had a panic attack but you're just nervous because of the tour ". he smiles I reassure myself everything is gonna be ok and it's gonna be a new life for me.