venting :O part 29

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boo hoo
cry
cry
tears
sadness
many cry
many tears
lots of sad
wah
wah

anygays

multiple times over the past weeks i've been like "he's so pretty :O"

have i actually ever said that?

no

will i actually ever say that?

probably not

like, i legit cannot be like "you look beautiful" WHY???????? JESUS CHRIST THAT'S ALL I WANNA SAY

"I THINK YOU'RE PRETTY"

"I THINK YOU'RE HOT"

"I LOVE YOUR PERSONALITY"

"YOUR PRESENCE ALONE GIVES ME SOME SORT OF BUTTERFLIES"

"YOUR EYES ARE BEAUTIFUL"

"YOU HAVE NICE HAIR"

"YOUR FRECKLES ARE CUTE"

(to my school friends, i will personally murder you if you tell the person about any of this and if you do tell them i'm never telling you anything ever again)

but, like- WTAF

oh, the struggles of existing

and d'you wanna know the worst part?

the person i like is gay with a sexual preferences for men

esentially; no dick=no date for SURE

maybe i'll eventually build up the courage to tell him

probably not

but maybe

ooh, and guess what????

he's leaving in two years and i'l never see him again

hahahhahahahhahahahahaha....................

isn't that lovely?

isn't that cool?

*becomes spinel*

IGNORE MY BAD REFERENCE

and now i shall leave

buh bye, farewell

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