TW: SH and yucky eating
i fucking relapsed again today and oh my FUCK i am disappointed in myself
i tried so hard, i tried so hard just for him and i couldn't even manage this
i love him so much and i tried so hard but i promise i'll do better
also, i've noticed a pattern type thing that has to do w/ all this, and it's that whenever people force me to eat a lot i get nervous and panic and relapse, so yeah that's not very nice
i'm so sorry, i promise i'll try to do better
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a vent book ig
Non-Fictionidk this is a vent book, i'm starting it now so when i vent i don't need to create an entire book, i know basically no one will read this or care, but whatever, here it is :P