TW: SH and yucky eating

i fucking relapsed again today and oh my FUCK i am disappointed in myself

i tried so hard, i tried so hard just for him and i couldn't even manage this

i love him so much and i tried so hard but i promise i'll do better

also, i've noticed a pattern type thing that has to do w/ all this, and it's that whenever people force me to eat a lot i get nervous and panic and relapse, so yeah that's not very nice

i'm so sorry, i promise i'll try to do better

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