Jessie POV
My head hurts, like really hurts, I feel someone's hand in mine, slowly I open my eyes, I see that I'm in a very white clean room, Tom, Danny, Will and Mark are sat on the side of my bed, Danny's closest and he's the one holding my hand, I turn to face him.
"Hiya beautiful"
"I can't remember last time you called me that"
"I'm surprised you can remember anything"
"Yeah what happened"
"Danny fucked you to hard"
Will says, I blush, Danny and Tom laugh at him
"Aww she's gone all shy now"
I shrink under the blanket and cover my face up to my nose. Danny gets up and sits on the bed besides me, he strokes my hair, Mark excuses himself from the room
"So what really happened?"
"Not sure to be honest babe, one second you were sat on the sofa with your head in your hands then next you've collapsed on the floor"
"Thats...."
The doctor walks in then, Danny tries to get up and return to his seat but I grab his hand tightly and he sits back down.
"Right Jessica, can you fill this in for me please"
"Yeah sure"
"I'll be back in a minute "
"Okay"
I fill in the sheet he has given me asking for, thing like if I'm allergic to anything you know medical stuff, then I get to the one question I didn't want to see
'Have you lost weight recently, if Yes how much?'
I decide not to answer it, and then I'm done I look at Danny who's biting his bottom lip
"Don't bite your lip!"
"Sorry, babe you didn't do the last question"
"Yeah I know, you make it sound like its a test"
"But why didn't you answer it?"
"I didn't answer it because, I don't know if I've lost weight"
"I think you can safely say you have"
I bite onto my bottom lip,
"Don't bite your lip!"
"Why?"
"Because I want to do that"
He lowers his head and places his lips on mine, then he gently bites my bottom lip, I struggle to hold in a moan but Danny knows that my body is trying to let it out and he smiles at me, I turn my head to see Tom and Will sat there reading stuff.
"So why won't you let me get up Jess?"
"You know I hate this place"
"Oh yeah sorry I forgot, that you were...umm...scared of the doctors"
I swat him, and the doctor comes back into the room, he takes the sheet and quickly scans it.
"Do you not know if you've lost weight?"
"I have no idea"
"Okay then follow me"
"Can Danny come with me?"
"Uhh sure"
I grasp Danny's hand tighter and pull him with me, we get taken into a small room with just a set of scales in it.
"Right now Jessica, what do you not want to see on that scale"
"I don't want to see that I'm fat"
"I don't think fat is what we have to worry about babe"
"Is there anything else you don't want to see"
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"Nope nothing springs to mind"
"Okay then, now I want you to take off your top and joggers and then get on the scales please,, I'll give you a minute"
He steps out of the room, and Danny stares at me
"I don't want to do this Dan"
"Why?"
"It's just weird"
"No you just don't want to know how much you weigh"
"That's true"
"Come on"
He gently starts coaxing me, slowly I remove my top and then I remove my joggers, I blush at my almost completely exposed body
"You're so fucking beautiful"
He whispers softly into my ear, he kisses my neck and he begins to suck on the skin, the doctor walks back in and Danny watches me, I step up on to the scales and see my weight, 5'5 that's 3stone under then the ideal weight of someone of my height, I was 3stone under weight, Danny holds out his hand to help me down, I take it but I don't look him in the eye. I wish I had told him when I realised I had a problem but I was to stupid to do anything about it.
"If you go back to the room, I'll be with you in a few minutes"
I pull my clothes back on, once we get out in the corridor Danny pulls at my hand for me to slow down.
"Hang on Jess, what's up beautiful?"
He pulls me close to him and wraps his arms around me, I start crying onto his shoulder
"I'm sorry Dan"
'About what?"
"Being stupid"
"About what?"
"This whole thing ,I've been convincing myself that I'm healthy and now I've realised that I'm not"
"Shh, its ok I still love you"
"Thank you"
"For what?"
"Always being there"
I get back into the room and get my stuff together, then the doctor comes in and gives me a sheet of meals that I could eat to regain my strength. He then looks at Danny and tells him to make sure I eat every meal, He nods He didn't need him to tell him that, Danny and Will decide to have a takeaway in mine instead tonight because the day has been that crazy, we get a pizza, (8" pepperoni) we all have two pieces each apart from me but I have one and a quarter. Once Tom and Will leave we sit on the sofa and enjoy the rest of our evening together
