Valentino

VI

VALENTINO

She's the cutest fucking thing. She blushed like crazy when I placed her on my lap. Now Catalina is sitting awkwardly, ruffling with the edges of the blanket. I clean the dishes before walking over to her little self sitting there.

"Valentino? W-what are you doing?" She asks as I start to bring her on my lap, and cuddle her in my arms.

I groan before nuzzling my head in her warm scent. I feel her start to giggle softly as I continue to nuzzle myself head into her neck.

"Fuck you smell so good," I groan into her soft skin, fuck she smells like heaven.

"Uh-uhm thank you?" She questions softly. Catalina digs her nails in my skin softly, as I suck her neck softly leaving love bites. She's mine, all mine.

Catalina lets out a small moan as I suck on her skin.

She's the sweetest thing.

......

After her flushed red gave . She's now sitting on my lap cuddling her body towards my chest.

"Baby are you tired?" I whisper over the loud movie. Catalina nods slowly before closing her eyes and hiding her head into the crook of my neck. I sigh before lifting her into my arms, Catalina moves her legs to wrap around my waist like a little monkey.

I support her soft bum so I won't drop her.  I walk into Catalina's room. Acting like she hasn't slept in my room for the past few nights.

I opened her room, to a clean nice room. I open her soft pink coloured covers to lay her under, once she's under there I lift the covers over her body. I slowly make my way out of Catalina's room. I sigh before closing the door softly and heading to my own room, without a certain girl in my arms. Her soft snores fill the house, music to my ears.

CATALINA

I hear faint steps leave my room, but sleep calls me. My eyes push itself back to sleep. I murmured softly before feeling the embrace of Mr. Bear.

A few moments of me hugging Mr.Bear to my arms, I hear a faint noise down the hallways. Rubbing my eyes slowly, I perch myself up to see what was going on.

"Stay here Mr.Bear," I giggle slowly. I kiss the tip of his nose, before placing him slowly on the bed making sure he is comfortable. The noises get louder as I walk closer and closer to the door. I frown my eyes before hearing a loud moaning. Uh oh. I peek through the crack of the door. My eyes open wide at the scene in front of me. Holy moly.

V-Valentino kissing a woman in his office. My heart breaks a little. All of this for nothing. The blurring of my own tears fall slowly down my cheek. I wipe my tears, Papa told me to be strong. I miss my brothers more than anything. I close the door a little before tiptoeing back to my room, where I let out my soft sobs.

I hug Mr. Bear to myself before gasping for a breath. I'm not staying this time, I promised Mama I would try but I gave up. I really thought.

Such a fool Catalina.

I pull myself up to grab the bag sitting in the back of the closet, I fill my clothes in the bag. I dial Gio's number.

"Lina?" Gio suddenly answers after the first ring. I breathe slowly to myself before nodding to myself still able to hear the moans down the hallway. Every noise that fills this house that is not mine convinces me to leave. Oh Papa, I don't want to disappoint you.

"G-Gio will you come pick me up please, if it's not too much trouble," I stutter aloud, Gio sighs before leaving me with a sickening silence over the phone.

"I-it's ok, I-I'll just uhm find a way," I happily say breaking the silence, I hang up before collecting my bag and Mr. Bear in my arms. I leave the room, the moans being too loud to even hear me. Maybe they don't want me home. You're such a pain Catalina, no wonder Papa wanted to get rid of you. My crying doesn't stop as I take a last look and leave. The sky looks awfully somber, matching my food. Oh the sky looks sad. I giggle to my inner thoughts. The clouds are a dark gray getting colder and colder. I pull my jacket over my cold body, before walking to my house. It's only a 45 minute walk, I cheer to myself.

The walk gets closer and closer to the house. I can feel it! Mr. Bear got a little wet from the rain so I put my jacket over him. He needs it more than I do. Holy moly I'm here, it felt a little longer than 45 minutes but it's ok.

I knock on the door, waiting to hear footsteps. Nothing comes, I jump down the front steps to see some light in the house but nobody is home.

"I-I'll just wait", I say out loud to myself

I sit down under the porch, sheltering Mr. Bear and myself from the rain, but the cold doesn't stop from my chattering teeth.

Before I know it my eyes start to close and I lean my head against the door. I tug Mr. Bear closer to my body.

.......

A constant tapping on my shoulder wakes me up from my nap. Oh Gio! I smile proudly before jumping into his arms, he looks mad. Uh oh. But he still hugs me before pulling away.

"Lina what the fuck is wrong with you, are you stupid," Gio yells loudly, making me flinch and jump back. His face starts to get red, as he yells at me louder. You're so stupid Catalina of course they wouldn't want you back. I look down at my wet clothing, that sticks to me like honey. My inner thoughts and Gio's yelling makes me feel sad. My tears brim at my eyes, as they start to slowly tear down my cheek.

"I-I didn't want to cause you trouble, I-I knew.. knew Papa and all of you wouldn't want me to come back so-so it's ok I'll find a hotel for the night!" I loudly improvise. Gio looks at me shocked. I nod to myself before pulling Mr. Bear and my bags with me back down the steps to walk back to the city to find myself somewhere to sleep.

"Lina, no sweetheart I didn't mean it! Don't leave" Gio yells after me, I hear his footsteps getting closer to me, before embracing me in one of his big hugs I missed.

"Of course we want you back, I knew that dipshit wasn't good for you," Gio says, I hit his arm playfully.

"You can't say that!" I giggle.

Gio laughs before helping me with my bags and opening the door to the house and turning on the big fireplace. The fire heat flows throughout the house making me feel at home. I miss this so much. I miss him. No! No! I hit myself softly before reminding myself he didn't even want me back.

VALENTINO

The woman in my office kisses me slowly. My tongue entering her mouth, her incessant moans fill the house. Fuck. What if Catalina hears. She's sleeping anyway. I don't know why I'm kissing this woman, but Catalina needs to be out of my mind. I ignore my own thoughts before continuing to undress the woman in my office. The only girl in my mind. Catalina. My light.

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AUTHOR'S NOTE:
Dear readers, lol it's been awhile. Sorry I've been dealing with some family stuff but I've continued to write this story. Valentino makes me kinda want to punch him but it's all ab character development.

{UNEDITED}

Released: January 24, 2023
Word count: 1326