Petals set a blaze

haha i wanna disappear

I've tried every style and I've chosen one I like

I've tried every kind of music and found what I likes aswell

Hair style? Short and curly

Gender?... fucking hell why can't I choose? I hate my body, name but every gender I say I am doesn't fit, what the fuck is wrong with me

I know neo pronouns exist but I don't even think any of those fit, I just simply don't want to exist... but I know if I never existed... Phoenix wouldn't be alive today... I just can't do this anymore, I'm not going to kms I just... I don't know...